I catch my breath
Every time he looks in my direction
I shed a tear
Every time I see their affection
And as if that torture wasn't enough
He had to have the power to take me by my cuff
And it breaks me in two
Cause in my heart, whenever he wants, he can come into
It tears me inside
Every time I see them, side by side
And act as if nothing's wrong
When I give my all to stay strong
I try to take one step behind every time
But he pulls me in a couple more, just in time
And it continuously break me in two
When I smile to hide my heart, that's black and blue
When he's near, I shouldn't feel this awakened
Not because he was taken
And not because I am too
But because, if she got to know, she'll break in two
Though it feels like He was with me, this time
Cause the weather is in sync with me and my crime
And the rain pours heavier
As my load gets bigger
I don't want to fall, forever, in grief
And I want to shake them off my leaf
Cause if they're here, I can't move away
And I can't bear long with this world, so gray
I tried, not to take notice
But, in every wall, they were putting up a notice
I wanted to walk away
But that would be a dead giveaway
I want to forget everything
And just dissolve into nothing
But they'd know, just how much I carry
And just how much of me, I bury
So here I am, so lonely
Dragging in my breath in agony
As they drag their breath in bliss
Cause they don't deal with a heart's hiss
I wanted to scream in sorrow
Just as I fell into a dark meadow
I wanted to groan out in pain
As I get soaked in my own rain
And with everything I feel in my heart
I hope it's just a temporary hurt
Cause he is making her world shake
As he is making my heart break
I really hope this is just a fleeting romance
Cause it won't be given a chance
For their love is strong
And this feeling is wrong
And I sit here,vin misery
Hoping, with everything in me
That it won't sting and scar too much
And that this is just a phase and a crush
