Life's Complicated // l.t

Chapter 11: She's Down

A/N: So I am guessing you are a little pissed about the cliffhanger, but I hope showing you Alyssa's adorable outfit will pay off. It's the external link, FYI. This chapter is really sad. Like, tissues will be needed. I don't want to give anything away. But the end of the chapter will make everything better cause you will cry out of sadness AND joy... I think... And now onto the story.

Oh wait, I forgot to mention.

Chapter 12 and 13? Ya thats when you start to hate me again. <3

~Hannah Xx

Louis P.O.V

I went wide eyed. Am I processing this properly? Or am I just in to much shock with the gun pointed at... Alyssa's... head... Okay so maybe I'm not just in shock. 

I look at Alyssa. I just want to remember how she looks now. Just in case my actions cause serious damage to my brain, her brain, my life... her life.

She looks so adorable in her white strapless shirt which had a brown belt placed under her bustier line to add effect to the shirt.. Her hair is curled loosely and she placed a black beanie on her head. Her makeup is done naturally, although I would rather her not have any makeup on. 

She's wearing pink skinny jeans, and cream, ankle, high-heeled, boots that made her only 2 inches shorter than me.

I love her and I always will.

And I am really happy for her, with the music career and all. I didn't want to tell her yet, I was going to do it tomorrow, but Ron had gotten her to be our opening act on a couple gigs instead of just the guitar player. I hope it ork out for her, because I know after this, I won't actually be able to see everything occur in person. 

My plan? I have decided to try and get him to look around or at least take his gaze of Alyssa so I have time to snatch the gun. And if all goes according to plan, he'll shoot me instead and the boys can get him before he hurts anyone else. Especially Alyssa. 

It may seem to you that I have been thinking for forever and everyone thinks that I have zoned out for 5 minutes. Well, that where your wrong. Its only been 4 seconds. Now, to carry out my plan.

I took a step.

Everything felt like slow motion. I watched as Derek turned slowly to look for who moved.

I took another step.

I watched as dropped Alyssa's choke hold and her try to get away.

I took one more step before stopping completly and joining the deafening screams.

BANG

I watched as Liam tryed to dive and save her. But we all knew it was to late. She made the mistake of carrying out the same plan I was going to.

That should have been me.

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Not her.

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Not Michelle.

(A/N: So here is a special Liam Point Of View. Thought it was a good time to finally have some more of the Liam Payne stuff and now Im rambling so.. voila! Ps: I bet you hate me... c;)

Liam's P.O.V

I dived to grab her. I watched her crumble like peices of glass breaking. All I could think about was my true love who was lying in my arms. Her chest wasn't rising or falling. Her pulse gone cold.

I feel cold and pale. 

I love you Michelle. My 'Squishy Mishy', as I would call you, I love you. 

I watched her as she lay there. The tears streamed down my face as I began to sing. Sing her to and indefinite sleep.

Long steady road

Oh travel, be kind

I'm searching for some peace of mind

The home that you know

A home left behind

Oh trouble, don't trouble this time.

And baby don't look back,

Odds don't stack

They just crumble down around you.

Oh, you gotta go away if you wanna come back

I won't crack I can't make a sound without you.

And even if it sounds crazy, darling, I won't let you go.

And even if it don't stop raining, darling, I won't let you go. 

And even if the world's burning, darling, I won't let you go.

Even if it sounds crazy, darling, I won't let you go.

Know your way down your music, your town

You never are walking alone

A storm that won't wait, a heart that won't break

Your mountains ain't made out of stone.

So baby don't look back odds don't stack

They just crumble down around you

Oh you gotta go away if you wanna come back

I won't crack I can't make a sound without you.

And even if it sounds crazy, darling, I won't let you go.

And even if it don't ever stop raining, darling, I won't let you go.

And even if the world's burning, darling, I won't let you go

Even if it sounds crazy, darling.

So Baby don't look back,

Odds don't stack they just crumble down, around you.

Oh you gotta go away, if you wanna come back

I won't crack I can't make a sound without you

And even if it sounds crazy darling I won't let you go

And even if it don't ever stop raining darling I won't let you go

And even if the world's burning darling I won't let you go

Even if it sounds crazy, darling I won't let

You go

No I can't, No I never will, never ever would, No I never could let you go

No I just can't, No I never will, never ever would, No I never could let you go.

I looked down one more time at her face. The face that used to be so full of life. I could faintly hear Alyssa's sobs and screams in the background. I saw the police take away Derek and the gruney being pushed by some people. They tried to take her away, but seeing me like that, they respectfully waited.

I finally stood up and placed her on the gurney, kissing her cold lips and letting go of her hand.

I promised I wouldn't let go. And I didn't let go.

My heart will never, in a million years, let go.