Nightmares are also reality (Stiles/Derek:Sterek)

Self Control

Isaac's POV:

1 week later:

I pretended like nothing happened with me and derek ever since last week. I sat by stiles everyday waiting for anything to happen, then it's like the gods answered my pleads, stiles heart was beating and he groaned, "Stiles! Your ok!" "wha-?" he questioned as he tried to pry open his eyes, he squinted then rubbed his eyes a little, he finally opened them but closed them quickly when all the light shined through his eyes, but his eyes looked like a different color, I thought and it hit me, he was bit. "stiles open your eyes" I ordered "what! No do you know how bright it is! I could go blind!" he flailed, "if you don't open them yourself I'm going to have to pry them open myself" I threatened, "I'm not going blind for you Isaac! Wait.. ISAAC!?" he screamed, "HOW IN THE HOLY HELL DID YOU GET IN HERE! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? OH MY GAWD YOUR HERE TO KIL-" "STILES SHUT UP!" "NO YOUR GOING TO BLIND ME AND THEN KILL ME!" "SHUT IT!" "NO YOU CANNOT SILENCE ME! I WILL NOT GO B-" I shut him up by pressing my lips against his, he immediately kissed back and grabbed the back of my neck, I got ontop of him on the bed and held him close, I could feel the heat coming off his body, I was so lust filled.

Derek's POV: I needed to avoid stiles, I just couldn't be with him for so many reasons, first because I was an alpha and people or werewolves in my case would kill to take my position, and the kanima could easily kill me, and the last thing is peter's back oh and the hunters! Gerard. I just have to many problems. then I felt something like a part of me feel alive and up again, then I realized why, stiles was alive now.. My wolf immidietly wanted to run to him, I couldn't though, maybe I could just check on him, that's it, just to ease my wolf' I thought, so I ran to stiles house and jumped next to his room window, I heard groans, I looked through the window only to see stiles and Isaac making out, 'I'm not feeling hurt. I couldn't have him.' I thought, I couldn't help but feel so sad and alone now, although I had told Isaac I didn't care for the young boy I still felt hurt, I sighed and left, every part of my body wanted to rip Isaac off of stiles and claim him but I couldn't do that. I tried my best to not shift full on and nearly kill Isaac

I ran to the highest point in beacon hills, it was a cliff that outlooked the whole city, I reached it and sat on the edge, I put my head on my hands and just thinked, i was too dozed off I didn't realize Erica was standing behind me, "Derek, you ok?" she whispered, her voice so fragile and light. I sighed and stood up, now facing her, "honestly.. I don't know. I only have you and Boyd, stiles has Isaac and Isaac has stiles, Scott betrayed us, I just can't trust anyone even if they seem like you can count on them to be there for you.." she pulled me into a hug, "it's ok Derek, you need to tell stiles though" "stiles doesn't need me, if he did care for me he wouldn't of had a makeout session with my beta" I said through gritted teeth. "Derek go. Talk to him" she pulled away from the hug and pointed towards beacon hills.

I just sighed and walked to his house. It was getting dark by the time I reached his house, Isaac hasn't left because I could still smell him in stiles' room. I jumped to the window and let myself in, Isaac and stiles were both on the bed sitting up stairing at the ceiling, they look so peaceful as if they were daydreaming and there hands were intertwined. Stiles finally saw that I was in the room and he screamed before falling facefirst of the bed, "JESUS! everyone's trying to kill me today!" he mumbled through the floor, I just raised my eyebrow as he sat up, I saw his eyes.. They were a flaming orange/red. They didn't change back even though by his heart beat he calmed down, 'no..' I whispered, if stiles' eyes stayed like that it be a dead give away what he was

"have his eyes been like that for the whole time?" I questioned Isaac and he looked down to his feet before responding with a yes, I rubbed the bridge of my nose, "stiles I need to talk to you in private" he looked over at Isaac but he just shrugged as he got up and out the window, "what do you want" he asked, "you.." I whispered without even thinking. "hmm?" he said with a confused look, thank god he didn't hear me. "so are you and Isaac a thing now?" I asked, "What! N-no! I-I I would.. Well maybe a little." he blurted, I sighed, "stiles you can't be with him" "you joking right?! No Derek I'm happy for once in my life and now your trying to take it away! Wh-what's your problem!" he screamed, "Stiles he could hurt you! Dont you get it!" "No Derek, I don't.. For once in my life I'm happy and.. Just get out." he whispered

"Stay.away.from.him" I growled, I was halfway out the window before he grabbed the back of my shirt and flung me inside onto his bed, he walked over and locked to window and closed the curtains, "your not going anywhere" he growled, his voice sounded demonic almost. What have I created' I silently whispered, then it hit me, he was a hybrid, not completely a werewolf but 50% werewolf, he was a strong hybrid too, that's why his eyes didn't change back into the warm chocolate brown they always are, 'maybe if I show him who's alpha his eyes will go back to normal' I thought

My eyes flashed a demon red and I let out a growl, it vibrated and bounce off the walls, stiles just looked unphased by it, he stalked closer to me and grabbed my waist so that there was no space between our bodies, he shoved me back on the bed and staired dead in the middle of my eyes, his chocolate brown eyes were no longer there, they were replaced with a pool of fire. 'I did this' I mumbled, stiles smacked his lips against mine, then it's like he was snapped out of his thoughts and back to reality, he flew back against the wall in shock, "DEREK WHAT THE!" he yelled, "you think I would do something like that! You did that! Now I may not know what kind or type of werewolf you are but you NEED to control yourself!" he flinched at my words

I unlocked the window and ran out, not stopping, not caring about anything else. I kept running and running, I stopped at a tree, I grew so angry and punched the tree with a perfect hole through the middle, what have I done! I fell to the ground and tucked my head in-between my knees, a single drop of tear escaped my eyes