The Moons Servant

Full Moon

---Rose---

It's here..... the full moon something feels wrong though. I don't know what it is yet but I'm going to figure it out. Lillie is finally sleeping for the first time in what seems like forever. Watching over her I can see the bag under her eyes the way her hair has faded turning from a beautiful golden to duel dirty blonde. I can smell a small odor has to start to come from Her body thin an frail from not eating or bathing.  Sadly it was her body that gave out an not her. She tosses an turns i can feel the turmoil in her as she's fighting for control. I'll give her that she's strong-willed an determined. I still worry about us making it through tonight though her body is very weak she hasn't eaten or slept much in weeks it's getting hard for even me to stay with her but for a small amount of time a day her strength is mine an mine her. When she wakes up I've got to get her to eat something tonight's going to be hard on her physically along as mentally she will need food an rest or she will surely die.
                                                                                       ----Kamail----
Tonight's the night she will turn tonight its a full moon she won't have a choice since 
Crescentia isn't blocking her wolf anymore her wolf will come stronger an more forceful to get out what wolf wouldn't after being caged for so many years Fenrir would be angry and probably wouldn't talk to me for a long while. You have to take care of your wolf they aren't someone to just be thrown away or ignored they have emotions too. They are your other half without your wolf your basically just a shell of a person. The house has been quiet for a while. I can hear quite shallow breaths she's finally sleeping well she will need it for tonight I wonder if she's been eating the first few days I could keep an eye on her through the windows but after the whole tree incident she has closed all the Curtain an shutters making it harder to keep an eye on her from a distance the last time I saw her eat was at least a week ago her wolf can keep her alive for a while without food or water but that's going to cause her body to eat away at her fat then when that's gone her muscles until there's nothing left after that. Looking up an realizing how much time has gone by the sun is setting the moon will be coming up soon whispering a small prayer to the goddess to help her through
                                                                                  ----Lillian----
Darkness is all I see circling around from all sides the darkness swallows me. Its been this way for a long time. How long I don't know time has essentially left me not know how long I've been here where ever here is. I've basically become numb to everything around me I've given up. What's there to live for everything has been taken from me I have no one except the voice talks to me. It tells me her name is Rosie. I don't know what to think about all of it. I feel like I'm going crazy she says if I just give her time let her have the control she can help me. I don't believe her how am I supposed to believe someone I don't know.
I don't know who she is or where she came from. I mean what kind of person sane person has voices talking to them that actually makes sense. They say that if the voices make sense you've completely lost it well I guess I'm there. Out of nowhere I here a voice

 "Lilly my child listen you are going to make it through this I know how you are feeling I hear your calls."

Where is it coming from spinning around trying to figure out where it's coming from. My breathing starts to shallow I feel my heart racing not again not another voice its bad enough I have one now too. I can't do this falling to the floor the hugging my knees the voice continues

 "My child do not be afraid for I will always be by your side guiding you on your path you have been chosen by me I'm sorry our time is up its time for you to wake up the moon is upon us its time my child" a with that the voice was gone.