Renesmee Cullen diary-my teenage life the continuation of breaking dawn

Renesmee's Cullen diary- chapter 6

Capter 6: Everytme I try to fly I fall.

-After a month-

I was standing there, next to Jacob with tears in my eyes. I saw the sadness in my mother's eyes, if she could cry she would. "Oh mom!" I said and ran and hugged her tightly. "I'll miss you honey, don't forget to call." She whispered in my ear. "I call soon as I'll be in grandpa Charlie's house."I step back and looked at my dad. He smiled to me and I hugged him. "I trust you Nessie, to have the right choices, and don't ditch school... a lot." He said and chuckled, I looked him in the eyes. "Dad, I love you." He smiled widely. "I love you too darling." I went and stood next to Jacob, looking at my family. It's been a month since I knew I will leave. I tried to internalize it but still, I couldn't let go. "Jake! Common dude! We need to go!" I heard Sam Uley shouting from the back. "Common Nessie we need to go" Jacob said gently and pulled me out side. I waved goodbye to my family until they were out of sight. We set in the back sit and he hugged me tightly. "Nessie are you sure about this?" He said and wiped the tears from my face. "Yah, why you think I'm not?" I said and he smiled at me. "I know it's really difficult for you to leave your house, your family, your friends and come with me." He said and I saw sadness in his eyes. "It could have been much more difficult without you." I said and he looked down, guilty. I grabbed his face and waited until he looked me in the eyes. "Listen to me Jacob black! I'm absolutely sure about you!" He sighed and kissed me. "I love you too honey." We got to the flight and after four hours we landed in Forks. I saw grandpa Charlie standing there, waiting for me to come. I didn't see him for a long time, I hoped he'll recognize me. I walked towards him. "Hey grandpa!" I said, happy. Suddenly his eyes bold out and he stared at me. "Renesmee? Is that you?" I giggled. "Yes, I know I changed a little but I'm your granddaughter." He smile and hugged me. He looked a little embarrassed that he didn't recognize me. I don't blame him, I growing up fast, too fast. Jake came and hugged him too. "How you doing kid?" Charlie said to Jake with a big smile on his face. "I'm good." Charlie went to hug Billy and to say hello to the pack. "Do you think he knows?" Jake asked me. "Knows what?" I didn't understand what he meant. "About us" I really didn't know. "Mmm... I don't think so. But I think the best is to wait a little bit with it. Charlie is too excited now about everything, and I'm afraid for his healthy if he will be excited a little bit more." Jake nodded in agreement. After all the hugs and everything I went with Charlie to his house and Jake and the went to put Billy in the hospital and then to Jake's old house. They didn't sell him, Jake said that he grew up in this house and it was too difficult to let go. I was sleeping in my mother's old room. "This is your room" Charlie said and opened the door. The room was just like my mom, simple and beautiful. "Thanks" I said and Charlie went down stairs. After I settled down I wanted to call my mom. "Hello? Mom?" I said, I wanted to hear her beautiful voice so bad. "Nessie honey! I glad you called. Everything is ok?" she asked, she sounded so excited to hear my voice too. "Everything is ok mom." We talked for about two hours. She explained me everything. That I'll go to school next week, and that Jake can't come with me because he'll be recognized, and about her past in Forks and that she miss that place a lot. "Mom... I have a question." I said, although I think I already knew the answer. "Grandpa Charlie knows about me and Jake?" I said and my mom sighed. "No honey, but I think it will be the best if you don't tell him this, just until all the excitement will vanish." We talked a little more and when Charlie called to dinner we finished the conversation. It was pretty quiet at dinner. "So... Renesmee..." I cut him before he could finish. "You can call me Nessie." I said and smiled. "Nessie, how your mom and... Edward." He couldn't said 'your dad', it's was too hard for him. "There fine. They send you hello and mom said she miss you." I saw tears in his eyes so I didn't want to talk about this anymore. I finished my meal and went to 'my' room. I showered and was just about to go to bed as I heard Jake call me from outside. I opened the window and looked at him, pretty confused. "Back up, I'm coming up." He jumped and climbed on the tree like Tarzan until he was in my room. "I missed you." He said and I started laughing loudly, the whole neighborhood could have hear me. "What?" he said, trying not to laugh. "You like Tarzan" I said and this time he laugh with me. "And you are my Jane." He said and put his hands around my waist and kissed me. I felt in the kiss that he miss me, I felt the need in this one. I took this chance that he missed me so bad and I allowed myself to get carried away. We laid down on my bed still kissing. I put my shirt off and he striped his shirt too. He grabbed my lag and put it on his. I knew that this is it, this is the right moment, the moment I've been waiting for. Suddenly we both jumped at the sound of the opening door. It was Charlie! Why this shit always happening to me?! I quickly covered myself with the blanket and watched Charlie's face changing color. His eyes bold out and none of us said a word. I couldn't even look at Jake to see his face, or that he tell me what to do, what to say. After a few seconds of meaningful looks Charlie finally responded." What are you doing?!" He yelled and looked at Jacobs face. "She is too young! She is too young for you and for this!" He was so angry on Jacob, too angry. "And you little lady, how you agreed to this?! I'll talk with your parents and they will talk with you, I don't want to do this." I start crying as Jacob get up from the bed and leaved. This perfect moment had been ruined by my over protective grandpa, and I thought my dad was over protective. I was about to exploded, I didn't want to do this but I couldn't help it. "You can talk with them! They know that me and Jacob are together! And they trust me to have the right choices, even about all this! There promotion is the only thing that I needed and I got it! So you stay out of the way! I don't care what you think about our relationship! It will stay like that so deal with it!" I know I over react but he humiliated me and Jacob so bad that I didn't thought of any other way to protect myself that moment. "Your parents agreed to this?! For there 8 years old daughter will have sex with 26 years old man?! Really?! I can't believe that Edward will ever agree to this." OMG! I can't believe that quiet grandpa Charlie will talk (He actually shouted) with me about 'it'. "It's not your fucking business!" I shouted in his face. I was in my way to leave the house and he ran after me and caught my hand. "Let go" I said pretty quiet but there was fire in my eyes. He let me go. I walked towards the door and left my shocked grandpa behind me. Before I slammed the door I looked at him. "By the way I'm 16." I said and slammed the door in his face. I wanted to go to Jakes house but I didn't know where it is. I knew it was in the reservation but where the reservation is? I couldn't go back to the house and take my phone for calling Jacob so I decided to ask someone. I waited hours until I saw a silver car that coming towards me. I waved my hands like an idiot so he could see me. There were tree guys in the car, I ask the blond one. "Do you know where the reservation is?" They looked at each other with smiling faces and then they looked at me. 'We know but it's really far away, we can give you a ride." I smiled and jumped in to the back sit. After a long hour of driving I was starting to get suspicious, where are they taking me? "Are you sure you know where the reservation is? How much it will take us to get there?" I said and looked at the guy that was sitting next to me. Suddenly the car stoped moving and the bond one turned around and looked at me. "We know where the reservation is. But we are not going to the reservation. Why? You don't have fun with us?" He said and there all laugh. "I understand that you not going to take me to reservation so I'll go there by myself." I opened the door and the guy that set next to me caught my hand. "Oh, you're not going anywhere babe." He grabbed my face and tried to kiss me. "Let go of me you freak!" He didn't let go and I shouted and shouted but no one come to help me. The other two boys come to the back sit too and they ripped my shirt off. I was about to let go and let them raped me. And the doors of the car suddenly open. It's was my dad, Emmet and Jasper. They grabbed the boys and took them out of the car. Alice came and took me gently. I hugged her tightly, I nearly choked on my crying. Then my mom and Jacob came and ran to them and hugged them. The boys took their lesson, they were twisting on the floor in pain. I step to my parent's car with Jacob hugging me. Alice came quickly and gave me a jacket that I could put on. And we drove to Jake's house. Jacob put me in bad and covered me with a blanket. "Jake I'm sorry." I said and started crying again. "You have nothing to be sorry about, you are innocent and those boys used it." He said and gave me a kiss on my forehead. "Don't go, stay with me tonight." He laid next to me and we fell asleep.

Sorry guys, Grandpa Charlie calling me for dinner.

I'll tell you everything later.

Love, Nessie.♥♥♥

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