Capter 5: I'm not a girl, not yet a woman.
I wake up in the morning, and ran to the bathroom. I felt such a weakness and nausea. I felt on my knees and threw up everything in my stomach. By seconds my mom an dad were next to me. Dad held my hair from my face. I land with my head over the toilet. "Nessie honey, how do you feel?" I nodded my head. "I'm fine mom, really". I tried to get up and felt dizzy. My dad caught me before I felt. "You aren't going to school like that. I'll tell Carlisle to come". He said and he was gone in a second. My mom helped me to get to my bed. I was cold so I covered myself with a blanket. My mom pressed her hand on my forehead. "You have fever honey. I guess you get a cold." Who can I have fever? It's so cold that I can help at. My dad and Carlisle came in to my room. Carlisle checked me for like 15 minutes. "She gat a cold that's it." He said looking at me with his nice smile. "You need to take this medicine twice a day and you need to rest for couple days." He said and hand me the medicine. I can't rest for couple days! I need to go to the movie tonight with Jacob. It's suppose to be our first official date. "Nessie you can go with Jake to the movie some other time" My dad suddenly said. I hate when he read my mind. I gave him a furies look and covered my face with the blanket. "I want to sleep". I said with a serious voice. "Ok honey, go to sleep". My mom said and they were out of the room. I start crying and I didn't know why. I mean, ok, I can't go today with Jake to the movies, that's socks, but I can go in couple of days. I don't need to cry because of it. When I calm down a little bit I remembered that Jake is waiting to me worry at school. I took my cell and called him. "Nessie where are you?! I was so worry that you wasn't at school! What happened?!" He said and I felt so guilty because I didn't call him. "Jake relax I'm at home, I'm sick" I heard his voice suddenly change from worry voice to disappointed voice. I guess that he realized that we can't go for our first date today. "Ho, ok, I be at your house in a minute" I want him to come but he missed school a lot lately. "Jake no, stay at school, you missed school a lot lately." He groaned. "Nessie, you know I don't give a shit about this school, You the only one I care about." His words put a smile on my face. I knew he won't listen to me anyway so I agreed and hang up the phone. After like 20 minutes Jake arrived. He looked at me in shock. "Nessie you look terrible" he said and I laughed. "Yah Jacob, every girl wish is that her boyfriend tell her how terrible she look. Thank you." He laughed too. "Oh, you know what I meant and you the most beautiful girl I ever met." I put my hands around his neck and kissed him. Suddenly a great idea went through my mind. "Jacob I'm cold, can you warm me?" I said with a smile on my face. He smile back and lay next to me under the blanket. He put his hands around my stomach and clenched me into him. I turned around and kissed him. The kiss started slaw but then she got deepened. It was an intense kiss. My hands nodded in his hair getting him closer to me. Then he back off. I looked at him confused. "Nessie after all you sick". I knew that it didn't because I was sick, it's because he didn't want to get carried away. He hugged me and then I fell asleep. When I woke up Jacob wasn't there. I walked down stairs and saw Jake and my mom sitting next to the table in the kitchen and talking, I listened to what they said. "Bella please talk to him, you know that I left only this year to be with her and I can't wait anymore, I will pull my hair out if she pressures me again." He said a little angry, I guess he was angry about my dad. "Jacob I'll try to talk with him but I don't know if it could help. You know Edward and his rules, even I couldn't convince to do this before marriage." Ugh, I didn't want to hear that. "But Bella you were about to marry, I can't marry her. Please promise me you'll try." My mom sighed. "I'm promise". I saw that the conversation is over so I went toward them. I set on Jacob's knees and give him a smile. "You feel better honey?" my mom asked. "I feel really good actually, maybe we can go to the movie theater." I said, trying to convince them that I'm totally healthy. "Nessie you sick, and we have all the time in the world for going to our first date." He said with a smile on