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I take a deep breath and close the door behind me. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. To be completely honest, I'm scared. I don't know what I'll find today, what will happen. I don't know if I'll ever come out of this alive. I might as well get kidnapped and sold in the black market. I don't know. I have no certainty that this is a good idea, that I'm doing the right thing.
But I'm doing it.
I'm leaving my home knowing that I'll meet him. If it's a him. I don't even know his name, he could be a she for all I know. Or a pervert that's trying to find a new slave. I don't know! But he could also be the guy that's made me smile all these months with simple words and a smiley face. He could be that person I've been waiting for. Once again, I don't know. But I'm taking a leap of faith and actually doing this. Wherever this takes me.
It might sound cheesy, but I feel like I'm doing the right thing.
So I close the door and stop to look ahead. I need another deep breath before I put one foot in front of the other. It's a cold autumn morning, the wind is cold but it doesn't chill my bones. I nuzzle a bit inside my scarf to keep my nose warm and make sure my wool hat stays where it's supposed to be. And after that it starts.
I don't know exactly what's going to happen. He didn't tell me much when he proposed we should meet. All he said was "I think it's time we should meet." And I agreed because I also thought it was time. That doesn't mean I'm not nervous. I'm shaking and that's not only due to my terrible pulse. He set a day he thought we both could make it. All he asked from me was the whole day.
So it's a Sunday, like any other Sunday, with the difference that today I'll meet a stranger.
But he doesn't feel like a stranger. Not for me, at least. We've been talking for months now. Well, "talking." I've never heard his voice nor have I seen his face. As I mentioned it before, I don't even know if he is a he to begin with.
So I walk to the place where everything started. He didn't mention to meet him somewhere else, so I'm assuming it'll be where everything has happened. It's funny because I know we could've met long ago. After all, we both visit the same place every day. But I've never stopped to wait for him, although I could've. He's never waited for me, either. So I guess it's because none of us wanted to break the charm of our dynamic.
So I walk, feeling a lump in my stomach, a nervous knot that makes me anxious. My hands are shaking more than usual so I keep them in my pockets. I don't dare to buy a coffee on my way because I'm scared I might spill it. I couldn't have breakfast at home because I was too nervous. I couldn't bear the idea of putting something in my mouth. Not even a cup of tea. Now I think that was a bad idea because I feel the emptiness of my stomach more than ever.
I get to the park that I walk past every day. The same park everyone in this small city visit, where you always see someone running, or someone with their dogs. There's always someone around. I follow my usual path and finally stop when I get to the bench where it all started. The same bench in which one day I decided to sit down because I was too tired and I was carrying too many books and I was stressed and I couldn't find my phone. The same bench in which I've sat every day since that day, five months ago.
It all started with a post-it. Yes, a simple, all too common, underestimated post-it. A small piece of yellow paper with a few words scribbled, meant to anyone. But I found it. I sat that morning on this very bench and found it.
YOU ARE READING
Post It
Teen FictionIt’s cold and it’s dark by now. The day has gone so fast, going to all those places, meeting all those people and now I’m here. He’s led me here. It’s time now, after all I’ve done, it’s time to see him. And everything started with a post-it.