Chapter 19

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(Lauren)

I woke up to the loud sound of beeping I gently open my eyes just to squint them because of the blinding light shingling through the hospital window.

I'm in a hospital bed with all the girls around me I guys I really don't have a family anymore,

Dinah and Normani are sound asleep on the couch ally's eating what looks to be a salad and Camila is scrolling through her phone no doubt that she'll probably be on tumblr.

"Hey sleepy head" I heard ally say just for Camilas head to shot up and her eyes to pierce mine,

"Hi allycat"i smiled and she gasped "what?"i asked "you called me allycat do you remember?"she asked but I shook my head and her smile faded.

"Iv just always called you that"i smiled lightly "how are you lo?"I heard beside me as I winced at the name she called me she frowned

"I'm fine mila"i told her and she frowned Even more "that isn't your nickname for me"she muttered "I know it isn't I just I don't know"in told her she looked up at me.

"Can you remember your nickname for me"she asked hopeful "course I can camz"she grinned I just thought this was so awkward, but I didn't let it show.

This might not be the life I remember but it's a life were I don't get bullied and Camilas my girlfriend without any problems I think I'll like it here.

Just as I sat up the doctor came in abruptly clearly disturbing Dinah and Normani who were now sitting up awake.

"Your tests and scans came back normal there is absolutely no reason for you forgetting everything but it does seem you have amnesia" he told me

"That isn't possible there as to be a reason she can't remember anything"camila chirped in "ms Cabello I know you worried but I'm doing the best I can"he told her

Camila sighed and nodded "I think maybe just to surround yourself with everyday people and everyday life style that you used to do it could bring your memory back"he told me I just nodded not having any words

"But I don't no my usual life style"i muttered "well isn't it a gods gift from heaven that you have these four wonderful girls"he smiled I looked around at the Morley focused on ally As I was finding this super awkward.

"Oh and before I forget we have some medication to help your progress and some for your anxiety"he smiled "okay that's it your ready to go home"he told me and walked out.

"I'll go get your medication"ally told me I smiled at her but as she walked out so did camila.

"You okay dawg?" I heard someone say I turned around to Dinah while Normani packed my bags. I nodded "im sorry I can't remember the good in you guys I just find this really strange that in the life I remember you bullied me but in this one your two of my bestfriends I'm going to try and remember I promise" I smiled genuine

They both grinned back as I was tackled with a hug.

A view minutes later Dinah and Normani walked out of the room and said they would be back in a minute. but since I was ready to go I left the room to overhear a conversation between ally and camila.

"What am I supposed to do?"camila sighed "you can stay at mine if you like"ally offered Camila just nodded and sighed

"What's wrong?"i Interrupted startling them both ally looked at Camila to me Camila shook her head "tell me"i demanded as ally sighed

"When you and Camila got together her parents weren't so keen on her sexuality so they kicked her out so your grandpa offered for her to live there and after he died yous both stayed there and lived together"ally told me,

"So Camilas just asking me to stay the night at mine so it won't be awkward for you"she sighed and Camila put her head down,

"I think that's a bad idea"i told them and they both looked at me as if I had four heads "well the doctor said to surround myself withy normal life style and obviously one of them is living with camila"i stated

"Um okay is that alright with you mila?"ally asked looking at Camila she looked shocked but nodded "okay laur I'm going to go home cause it's late but me Dinah and Normani will call round tomorrow okay"she told me

I nodded and hugged her "I love you laur" she sighed "I love you too allycat" as we broke the hug me Dinah and Normani shared very well strange hugs and they left.

I was left with Camila "ready"she asked and I nodded as we headed out of the hospital stopping. At obviously her car "hop in"she smiled I got in the passenger seat as she started the car.

A few minutes into our drive the tension was so awkward "If I uh make you uncomfortable in any way just let me know so I can stop I just want to make this like normal so maybe you can get you memory back faster"she smiled shyly

I smiled back "it's fine and I uh I'm uh I'm sorry I can't remember"i told her she looked at me weirdly "Lauren it's not your fault lets just think positive and hope your memory comes back fast"she told me as we pulled up out side my grandpas while I guess my house.

Getting out of the car I walked straight into the house "home sweet home"camila smiled setting her keys down on the table taking her jacket of,

"It's kinda late are you tired" she asked I nodded "okay well you can have our bed and I'll take the spare"she didn't get to finish as I butted in "no please sleep with me"i mumbled

She looked shocked "are you sure?"she asked "well yes we were just getting our relationship started in the life I can remember no reason to make it awkward in this life"i smiled "okay" she smiled "let's go to bed"she added and walked up the stairs with me following.

"You know where your clothes and stuff are?" she asked "uh yeah" I mumbled "okay I'll be In the bathroom"she told me leaving me in my mean our room.

I went to my draw and pulled out a tank top and sweats and put them on as I finished Camila walked in "shit sorry I didn't knock" she scowled herself

"No it's fine I'm ready anyway"i smiled and she giggled "what's funny"i laughed she pointed to me I looked at her confused "their my sweats and my tank top"she laughed. I looked down at the clothes embarrassed

"Sorry"i mumbled "it's fine you always wear my clothes"she smiled to her self as she made her way to bed "coming"she asked I nodded and climbed in behind her.

Sitting staring into the dark for a couple of minutes I couldn't sleep I turned to Camila and rapped my arm around her waist and kissed her neck "I'm sorry I'm can't remember"i mumbled "stop saying sorry lo it's fine"she said back "just go to sleep and we can talk in the morning okay?"she asked "Okay" I agreed "night lo"she mumbled "night camz" I kissed her cheek and kept and arm around her waist,

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