Confusion(Camren)

Chapter 17

So two chapters in one night sorry I just got really caught up in this story so here you are...

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(Camila)

Once I got home everyone was out at a BBQ I went straight to my room and lay down staring up at the celling thinking about earlier.

I can't believe I fucking called Lauren a dyke like what the hell? Im such an asshole!

I got up and lifted my laptop and signed into facebook, scrolling down my news feed everybody was sharing a video

'OMG watch this!'

'She is amazing'

'So touching!'

I clicked on to it and realised it was of Lauren I sat there wide eyed.

"Hi I'm Lauren and this is my own song called who are you" she smiled then lifted her guitar.

I didn't know she could play?

She started strumming the strings on her guitar.

Monday you sent me flowers
Tuesday made me feel stupid
Wednesday the world was ours
Thursday you didn't prove it
Friday fell back in love
Saturday we didn't talk
Sunday you said you needed space

Do you miss me? Am I crazy?
Am I losing hold of your love baby?
Either you want me or you don't
I need to know, I need to know

Who are you today?
Will you be the sun
Or the pouring rain?
Who are you tomorrow?
Will you make me smile
Or just bring me sorrow?
Who are you gonna be
When I'm lost and I'm scared?
Who are you gonna be
When there's nobody there?
Who are you today?
'Cause I am still the same"

By now she was crying

"Monday you had my heart
Tuesday you had me screaming
Wednesday we didn't part
Thursday you didn't mean it
Friday I shook it off
Saturday you got it wrong
Sunday I said I needed space

Do you miss me? Am I crazy?
Am I losing hold of your love baby?
Either you want me or you don't
I need to know, I need to know

Who are you today?
Will you be the sun
Or the pouring rain?
Who are you tomorrow?
Will you make me smile
Or just bring me sorrow?
Who are you gonna be
When I'm lost and I'm scared?
Who are you gonna be
When there's nobody there?
Who are you today?
'Cause I am still the same

Who are you? Who are you?

It's so strange how the same playin'
Can make you feel so right
And bring you so much pain.
It's so strange how the same face
Can make you love until it hurts.
Where do we go? (Where do we go?)
I need to know (I need to know)

Who are you today?
Will you be the sun
Or the pouring rain?
Who are you tomorrow?
Will you make me smile
Or just bring me sorrow?
Who are you gonna be
When I'm lost and I'm scared?
Who are you gonna be
When there's nobody there?
Who are you today?
'Cause I am still the same
The same"

She was crying hard now as she turned her camera of,

I had no doubts that this was about us and I felt so bad.

I sat crying my eyes out at the thought of her crying whilst she wrote this and crying whilst singing it.

I got up and lifted my phone running down the stairs and out of my house I jumped into my car and drove to Ally's because that's were she was staying.

Once I got there I parked outside panicking I didn't know what to say or do. I looked over to the house it looked like there was no one in it I got of the car and made my way over to the door and knocked on it, waiting on a answer.

(Lauren)

What the fuck have I done! I can't believe I did this again I just finally got over it I started panicking when I heard a knock on the door. I cleaned up threw a sweatshirt on and made my way down the stairs.

When I opened the door I saw Camila I went to shut the door but her foot blocked it "please lo" she begged I let her in.

When I shut the door I was pushed and pinned up against it "what the" I got cut of by Camila lips on mine I didn't kiss back for a bit and she noticed she pulled back slightly.

"Lo kiss me" she mumbled "please" and with that I started kissing back making her moan I giggled slightly as we pulled back
"I am so so sorry Lauren" she pleaded "I'm sorry too"i told her

"I missed you lo"she told me tearing up "and I saw you song you sing so beautifully and when I saw you crying I came straight over"she told me shedding a few tears.

I lifted my thumb to wipe away the tears "don't cry I wrote the song about us" I told her "I know I love you so fucking much lauren"she told me I smiled

"I love you too"i told her and she grinned "camz"i said "you haven't called me that in ages"she told me "will you stay with me tonight?"i asked she smiled and nodded

I grabbed her hand and made my way with her up the stairs into the room I'm staying in "wait lo there's blood on your sleeve"she pointed out I froze

"Oh yeah I had a nose bleed earlier"i smiled "oh okay" have you any spare sweats?" she asked I nodded and threw her a pair.

We got into bed "wait take your sweatshirt off its so warm" she told me pulling the hem of my jumper "no I'm fine"i told her she looked worried

"Why won't you take it of?" she asked "because I'm cold" I stated she looked concerned "it's like 10 degrees in here" she told me "take it of"she told me sternly

She started lifting my sleeve and I pulled away quickly and met her eyes were they were full of worry "please tell me I'm over thinking" she told me "you are over thinking" I stated "then take it of" she said

I shook my head she walked over to me and forcefully lifted it over my head I squeezed my eyes shut not wanting to she her reaction..

I felt her hands on either side of my face "baby open your eyes" she kissed forehead I didn't open them "please baby"she kissed my lips i opened my eyes to see her standing close tears filling her eyes.

"You don't need to do this you are so beautiful and strong you don't need to do this understand! I'm so sorry if this Is my fault but no matter what I will love you for all you including your battle scars!" she told me lifting my wrist up and kissing them..

" I love you"i told her

"I love you too" she kissed my cheek