1987
6:24 PM
Elina's POV[sHE'S four]
Playing in mom's room making her a B-day gift when I hear muffled voices:
R: I don't understand; y r u leaving us?
GD: I cant be w/ ur mom anymore. she cheated on me.
R: What? I mean you're just gonna leave.Let her Win?
Gd: This isn't a match. I don't want to be with a 2 timer
I got up and crack da door
They're by the stairs
Gd: I'm sorry, but I'm leaving
He goes down
She 2
I stay not 2 far behind
R: What about me?
GD: U have a daughter and a husband
R: So? That doesn't mean I don't need u.
Her voice sounded different
He cupped her shoulders
Gd: U're a strong young woman. U'll b fine.
R: U found another.
His face changed
Like he got caught
GD:.
R: Didn't u!?!
GD: U don't understand. U're 2 young.
R: Not 2 young 2 no that my own 'dad'-
Air quotations
R:- doesn't love me. /anymore/
GD: I do.
R: Liar! U'RE JUST GONNA LEAVE HER! WHO'S GONNA WATCH HER!? NOT ME!
Gd: U have 2.
R: I HAVE A LIFE! it' s bad enuff she's interfering w/ my pro life. W/ this, she'll bring herself down. I'll b know as da kid who took care of her addict mom. Yea. I can picture it 4 Elina.
GD: It won't b so bad.
R: Say what u want. She'll b in da place.
Gd: Sweetheart, don't say-
He reached out
*SMACK*
R: DON'T GET 2 CALL ME DAT ANYMORE!!!
She IS crying
GD: I'll c u soon
R: In hell.
Gd:........ See ya
He leaves
I hear her sobbing
R: RAH!~!!!!!!
I flinched when punched thru the wall
She cried harder
I called my dad.
d: Hey sweetheart
Dad, u need 2 come over
D: What's happened?
I explained
E: Now there's a hole in the wall and she's still crying. Idk what 2 do.
D: I'm on my way. Stay where u are.
E: Ok. Please hurry.
*end*
E: [Oh mommy.]
I felt so helpless.
Watching her dad leaving hurt her
Seeing HER hurt impacts me.
Does he even know that it's her birthday?
___________________
Marissa!?
I hear her cries
Marissa? Come here.
I held her
It'll b ok. I'm here 4 u.
R: He just left us.
U have me now. I'm all u need,right?
R: ......Yeah.I guess.
I know u love ur dad, but if he acts like ur nothing 2 him then.....
R: I shouldn't care...there's no excuse.
I'm here 4 u.
R: Thanks.
She spoke, deadpan
U wanna go home?
R:...........
She leaned on me
We'll stay 4 a lil longer.
My arms tightened
I'm here. Not leaving u alone.
R: She'll blame me. They both will.
U know how they are. Never wanna blame themselves.
R: ...
No. Don't blame yourself.
R: If i-
Marissa.
I warned
R: It's true. I mean so what if she hated me 4 THAT? At least he'd still b here.
Babe, stop.
R: If i would've just-
Marissa, just stop it. Please.
R: If only I was-Mmm.
/I said stop!/
R: Mmmie
What if Elina hears you? Want her 2 hear this? cause I don't. Don't say those things. U hear me?
She averts her look
/Answer me/
R: Yes. I'm sorry.
You're so cute.
She smiled
What u want me to do?
She thinks on it
R: An concussion maybe? I don't know. I'm vs targeting my own people.
It's ok. I get it.
R: I guess we should go.
Wanna burn this place down later?
R: Have a burnout?
I nod
R: Yea.
That's my girl. Let's go.
She takes my hand
YOU ARE READING
The Life Of Marissa Smith And Her Painful, Sad, Regretful Upbringing: book 2
Fantasy!!!!!!!!!WARNING!!!!!!!! CHEATING SWEARING WORDS AGEPLAY MOMMY/DAUGHTER DADDY KINK, KILLING A LOT OF SEX!!!!!!! Also a lot of typos. Never gonna be corrected🤗😘 For the record, there was a lot more chapters but I either deleted some or they're dr...
