When I'm gone | Phan

Day thirteen

And Instagram Stories are a thing with Dan and Phil now.

It's hard.
Sometimes I just want to give up.
But I can't.
Something doesn't let me.
That's the love for Phil Lester ♡

*Dan's phone starts ringing*
I see my phone buzz.
It's Phil. I haven't talkeded to him in weeks. He probably thinks I hate him or don't love him anymore. I decided to pick up.

"Hello?" I nervously say.

"Dan? I wanted to tell you something" Phil replied in a serious tone

"Yeah what's up? Is something wrong?" I say now worried as well.

"You see we haven't talked in a while and we are kind of together so maybe we should... "

I start tearing up and voices threw my head start going no no no

"What are you saying Phil?"

"Maybe we should break up"

"Phil... No why" I say crying but not so Phil could tell

"I think it's for the best"

"But I... Love you... "

"I do to Danny Bear, but I think for you it's the best decision goodbye"

He added a quick goodbye and hung up. I start sobbing my eyes out. This went on about 20 minutes just laying down sobbing. I guess Phil wasn't aware of my depression...

This is it.
It's too hard.
I want to give up.
I can.
No one's stopping me.
But... I still love Phil Lester.

Phils POV

Silence... Was all in my house I've been hearing for 3 weeks. Why?
My mom passed away...
I didn't tell anyone. I had no one. Dan doesn't talk to me anymore. He has his own problems but I feel really bad that I haven't even called him. I don't want Dan to know about my problems. So I'm going to break up with him. It's for the best trust me.

*Phil calls and breaks up with Dan*

Silence again. What have I done. I still love him but I have no emotions and no parents. I think this is the right thing to do. I think and start sobbing "WHAT HAVE I DONE" I scream tears flowing down my cheeks
"I miss him, I miss him" I say sobbing
It's too late now...