Hurtful Feelings O.M.

The hate

(Lizzy Prov)
LORD! I finally got those things off me chest.

I never meant to hurt him to his core, but I had to say the truth.

He made my life living hell.

He made me feel lonely.

He made me feel worthless.

I cannot express how I felt inside.
I felt like uttershit. Why did he have to do this, why of all people, he had to do it to me.

I got home, I opened the door and my mom was sitting in the living room . She told me to sit next her.

She told me, she has heard what had happened today at school.

She asked if I was okay.

"Mom I am fine." I said
"They can do all the hurtful things in the world, but they won't bring me down." I said with a brave voice.

I walked up stairs thinking how I just lied about being fine and how they can't bring me down.

I got to bedroom I went inside locked the door quietly and I couldn't hold it in anymore.

I started to cry to my eyes out I couldn't stop, there was so much pain .

I fell asleep crying.

It was Tuesday I woke up and got dressed, I didn't feel like going to school today but I had to.

I went out the door and started walking to school.

When I got there I could feel everybody staring at me.

I just tried to ignore it as best as I can.

I thought to myself, "Let's just hope I get through this day."

I was I was walking to first period, I felt someone grab my hand.

I looked back and it was Oliver.

He started to pull me into an empty classroom.

"Lizzy can we talk" he said quietly.

"You know what Oliver, NO we can't talk I told YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE. Don't you understand I HATE YOU." I said with so much anger.

I left the classroom I didn't look back. I am done with him.