I'm starting to notice I have certain obsessive tendencies
Like when I think about playing my bass, and the idea won't get out of my head until I get up and play
Or when I think of writing chapters in this shitey book and I have to write it down no matter the time ( it being 5:13am at the moment)
Or when I need to work or draw but I'm stuck in this bubble of procrastination that puts on a front of indifference when really I'm panicking
Or when I'm trying to sleep but I want to read instead, so I give in because if I don't I know I won't sleep anyway
Or when I have to get out of bed in the morning but facing the day sounds so hard that I just lay like a log
or when
YOU ARE READING
my crappy, existential thoughts dump
Randomnote from the far future, in much better times; consider this book a diary, an archive, a live day by day biography- of the lowest point of my life so far. draw entertainment from it, by all means, but take it as a warning, of all the bad that comes...
