he's mine [ niam ]

21 - Invisible - Last Chap

Niall's POV

Its morning now and i can't get over what happened last night. Liam, i thought you were the boyfriend i want , but no, you are not!. I didn't sleep well lastnight because of it. how could liam do this to me? i thought liam loved me , but he didn't , that breaks my heart, it was all a joke, its not real, its just in my dreams.

Ughh! Niall wake up! stop acting like a crazy boy that just got broken up, be strong! .

I know brain! i know!, but is it bad that i still love liam? even though he doesn't love me anymore? i have a strange feeling that i can't express, but liam will never love me.

" Niall, sweetie!, breakfast is ready!" my mum says

" okay mum! be there in a minute!" i say

Better go to brakfast even though i don't feel like it.

I changed into my plain white t shirt and some shorts then went downstairs and saw my mum and dad waiting for me at the dining table.  This sorta thing just happens sometimes because my mum  and dad goes to work early everyday, and today they have no work because it a non-working day .

" Niall, honey , what happened? your eyes are so sore." my mum says looking at my eyes.

" its nothing mum, i didn't really slept good last night because of the dogs howling at midnight at our neighborhood " i lied

" oh, are you sure?" my mum asks

" yeah mum" i say

" okay then, breakfast is ready, its your favorite" my mum says

" nandos?" i ask hungrily

" yes sweetie , now get your ass in here and eat" my mum jokingly says

" haha, mum!" i groan

" just joking sweetie" she says then i nod and sat beside her and ate like a wolf.

" you are hungry?, arent ya?" my dad says

" yeah i am , dad" i say with my mouth full of food.

" okay then , son" my dad says

" just put your plate on the dishwasher if you're done!" my mum says

" okay mum, where are you two going?" i ask them

" we're going shopping" she says

" oh okay!, bye!" i say waving at them

" bye sweetheart " she says then went outside with dad and they went off.

After i ate, i put my plate at the dishwasher as my mum says then went upstairs at my room and grabbed my phone.

I'm thinking of texting louis and harry but no, they are still at liam's house.

Just thinking of his name just breaks my heart.

As i opened my phone, i see the wallpaper, it was me and liam , i quickly turned it off and i started to sob.

i can't get over him !, i just can't. Maybe music can help me so i grabbed my ipod and put my earphones in then searched through all my songs , and i picked one, its Invisible by Taylor Swift, ( song in the side!) i picked it because it describes how i am feeling right now. Liam and that girl.

I pressed play and grabbed my guitar and started to play the chords of the song and sang.

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me.

Liam, you are everything to me.

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

She doesn't even know you, Liam.

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be.

We could be everything, Liam.

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize.

I'll make you realize that you don't need her.

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile.

Tears started to flow into my cheeks, and i cried.

I love you , Liam.

I thought it was forever.