he's mine [ niam ]

20 - The Truth

Liam's POV

I waited for Louis and Harry to come back with my car.

I wish , i could explain to niall what really happened but i can't, why did i even go at the bar, why did i even go to that restroom, why did i leave niall, why did i ever exist, i hurt my boyfriend, bestfriend , the best person i could really have, just gone in my life because of me, why am i such psycho to him, niall, my bestfriend, it even hurts when i think about his name, its all my fault, i can't do this anymore, i cried, hoping that nathan and zayn won't see me cry.

I hurt niall, i feel bad, nothing can change this, i hope we just go back to where we started and start all over again, but i can't, its all over, and i can't do anything, i can tell him the truth but still i don't know if he will forgive me, i think not, Niall was waiting for too long for me, i think.

That girl in the bar is just so crazy, i want her to get arrested for doing harassing things to me, but i can't, i don't even know her name, i forgot it, this is hopeless, i can't ever get back my niall.

I thought i owned niall forever, but no, i was wrong, i broke our friendship, our love for each other because of that girl, i just wanna kill that girl, i want to track down that girl and shoot her.

I went outside and waited for Louis and harry , hoping that niall is with them, but when they went home with my car , i didn't see niall.

" so niall, really went home?" i asked them

" of course, what do you think, he'd stay here with the boy he hates, oh wait , that boy broke his heart" Louis says

" here , here's the keys" harry says as he hands me the keys for my car.

I went to go to my car, i unlocked the car and sit on the driver's seat, as i looked at the passenger seat beside me, i remember niall, he usually sits there when i take him home from school , and that time when my parents at the airport and he was there too, this car remembers me of him too.

I cried and cried at the car can't forget the memories that we spend with each other, now all of that is over, my life is ruined without him . Without him my life isn't complete, its like i'm half a heart without him.

I guess this is it, the breakup, i know he will find a new boyfriend, which makes me more sad, he will find a new boyfriend who is better than me, all of the things that we done will just be a memory, i can't, i cried again, just thinking about him just makes me cry, i loved him so much, i missed him too, this is the end.

I locked the car and drove to the backyard and park it there. then i went inside and saw two faces looking at me when i enter.

" Explain!" louis shouts at me

" explain what?' i ask them

" tthe incident!, niall was so hurt you dick!, i thought you were our friend!" harry says

" i thought we could trust you!" louis added

" gu-" 

" Explain!" harry cuts me off, with  a shout.

" okay!, i was excused niall that i will go to the restroom because i need to relieve myself, then when i was done i went outside the restroom and ibump into some girl, i forgot her name, but this girl was flirting on me, blocking me, not letting me go, then she smashed her lips in mine, but i resist and she says that he will hurt me if i don't follow her, then she showed me a razor, then i have no choice to go with her at the rooms then she sent me to this room whic is #4 i think then made out with me, then niall saw me with the girl, then thats all" i say

" oh so its not your fault?" louis asks

" yes ' i say

" you should go tell niall" harry suggests

" but i think he is mad at me now" i say

" tomorrow then" louis says

" okay, i going to sleep now" i say

" okay liam, but remember tomorrow, okay?, we will come with you if you want to, if you need some help" harry says

" okay , mate" i say

" well goodnight then liam," louis says

" goodnight to you too." i say then went off to my bedroom upstairs then locked the door.

I jumped into my bed, and it feels empty without niall, i have the same bed but it feels like bigger now, because niall suppose to be here, i miss him already, i can't text him, because he is mad at me, he hates me now!, this bed is kinda lonely without him, i remember all the things we did here, i laugh at them while i remember, but that will never be done again, 

Niall, i miss you okay?, i just miss you! .

Louis' POV

 As we went to mine and haz's room, we talked about liam, we just think that he is lying to us, and not saying the truth.

" Hey haz, do you think, liam is lying to us?" i ask him

" well maybe, but liam does not lie to his friends, especially us, we are his bestfriends how could he lie to us, if he did then , how a hurtful friend he is to us, we are asking for the truth and he just gave us is a lie?, i know liam wouldn't do that" harry says

" i know, you know liam." i say then went to our room and closed it then jumped into the bed and turned on the television, its cool that every single room in this house has a TV, well only bedrooms, but its cool. 

Harry's house is cooler though.

" So haz, " i start while he covers me with a blanket

" what boo?" he asks

" you think niall and liam would be together again?" i ask him

" well, we hope so, we already know the truth" harry says

" or a lie" i added

" well, we should go to sleep, its midnight now and we dont have sleep" harry says

" alright then" i say

" godnight boo" haz says as he hugs me tight

" goodnight too, hazzy" i say hugging back then fell asleep.

( hey guys , imma publish this part because the epilogue in this story has been done and one more chapter left then the epilogue, I also made a new STORY!! a niam AU! already done with the prologue and the chapter 1 of it. )

( I get it but omg! most of my readers are from UK-9.something% and US-50% just found out , ok?)

( i mostly won't have time to update this upcoming January as i will MAYBE publish the new part on  February . I will be making the new parts of "Strong Niam AU" this January and it will be published this late month of January so get ready!! :)   )

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