If you love him, let him go. If it's meant for you, he will come back

chapter 15: the revealing....

TREVOR:

it's been a 2 weeks since the incident happened. I haven't been myself lately.

Coming home drunk , slacking off and skipping school...

Not eating properly.. I'm torturing myself..

I don't know but it has been hard for me.. 

Knowing the girl I love doesn't want me to go near her...

What a stupid move u did there Trevor!!

I just blame it on myself..

I shouldn't have done that.. 

I guess it's true regrets are in the end...

Her voice keeps replaying in my head.... 

Oh Belle 

I wonder how she is. in class she ignores me.. But she looks fine.. She has been having headaches tho...

She's been eating alot. I guess she's finee... 

But!!!

I miss her.. Badly 

I miss what we had.....

I miss seeing her smile that stand out ...

I JUST MISS HER!

I wish that I could've been content on being her friend. At least i still get to see her and be there for her.. But I can't anymore. Because of the stupid move I did. 

Will she ever forgive me?

What can I do for her to forgive me?

I'll do anything....

stupid love. Why do I have to fall for Belle? 

Fall for someone who already has someone meant for them...

I want Belle but I jst can't have her. She loves Xavier  

I'm not selfish...

sigh*

I just want to have Belle back as my friend.. 

It's better than this...

I want to be there for her at all times ...

I need to make a plan...

This house is very depressing. 

I need to get out. 

Ill go to the mall jst to have fun. Walk around.

I drove to the mall I passed by the Cadbury store 

It reminded me of Belle. 

I use to give her lots of chocolatess.. Sigh*

Those were the days 

I'm crying again. Ugh.

Just for today I wanna forget this problem and jst have fun.

Finally ! I'm at the mall  lots of people LOUD and FUN  

I wondered around. Just checking out clothes... It got my mind off things... 

Until...

"XAVIER?!?!"

XAVIER: 

Lately, Mae has been acting different after She came back...

She's been emotional..

She's not like that...

It's been different towards us... She's always apologizing to me even of she didn't even do anything...

at school she's been avoiding Trevor.

I asked her once about wats happening withe them and her response was that she wants to help him move on .... She's been down. But I still had her go with me to the mall. Just to cheer her up 

Another weird thing is she's been craving for chocolate.  I know she loves chocolate but it was different than before..

But oh well doesn't matter. So I bought her chocolates 

She seemed very happy 

We walked around the mall  

And we bumped into...

"XAVIER?!"

"Trevor? "

"O.O" What's wrong with Mae ? Her eyes widen when I said his name..

"oh hi Belle"

What is going on with both of them? :S

"Xavier lets go.." she pulls my hand...

" WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU TWO?!? "

I screamed.. They both stared at me but I got no response..

"I'll see you guys around"

He left. F*ck

"babe let's go home"

We went home..

It was quiet...

"Mae? Are you okay? Can you tell me what's going on with you and Trevor?"

She's there lying down staring in space and tears start to drop..

I ran and hugged her..

But she cried harder..

"Xavier I'm sorrrry I didnt mean too "

"what are you saying Mae? "

She didn't response..

I didn't wanna force her.

But what is it she's sorry about?

Does it have to do with that guy Trevor? :s

I left her alone in her room.

She cried til she fell asleep...

My poor Mae 

What is it that's bothering her?

I came back to her room..

She looks soo sad even when she's asleep...

I lean in and kissed her forehead.

"my baby watever that is that's bothering you remember I'm always here  I'll always listened to you even if u tell me something that will hurt me. I Love you Mae.."

I hugged her tight.

"tree-- trr-- trevor.. St-- sstoo- " 

What is she saying? Why did he say his name?

WHAT'S GOING ON!!!! 

I jst kissed her and left...

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 so heres the update.. sorry :D

suspense is on itss way :D KEEP READING AND VOTE :D