If you love him, let him go. If it's meant for you, he will come back

Chapter10- moving on

Xavier

seeing her with some other guy hurts me so much.

it kills me.

I wish i was the one making her smile.

I guess it was my fault though telling her that it was just a bet.

Im sufferring :'(

everyday it kills me seeing her with that guy.

if Sabrina never showed up I wouldn't be here getting drunk, being depressed and hurting

in my head it keeps replayin

" I hate you . I hate you"

YES I MADE HER HATE ME!

I deserve this.

But I'm not giving up.

Knock knock*

who can this be?

I opened the door and it was Christopher.

"guys whatchu doing here?"

"checking up on you bro. aree you drunk?"

"only one bottle"

"bro WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU? after your break up with Maribelle you've been like this! you changed bro"

"look chris i saw her today with that new kid Trevor. It hurts me!"

" what happened to the player i know?"

" I dont know chris I dont know what she did to me."

" bro give up already. there's so much girls better than her. there's Sabrina."

" dude you know me and Sabrina's past. She's just going to do the same thing. It won't work between us."

"but yo bro MOVE ON"

"ITS MY LIFE CHRIS! I CANT MOVE ON ITS HARD YOU CANT MAKE ME DATE SABRINA!!!" he always tells me what to do.

"BRO  loook that Maribelle girl? she's with TREVOR do u think you still have a chance with her? NOOO! do you think she still have feelings for you? if she did she wouldn't be going to the mall with TREVOR RIGHT? MAN WAKE UPPP THIS IS NOT YOU"

that hits me. its true.

i stayed quiet and tears drops.

he left.

me and chris never argued when it comes to a girl. but  Mae what have u done to me?

all night Chris' words repeated in my head.

It hurts but i need to accept it.

accept the fact it was my fault.

accept the fact i need to move on!........

all weekend i stayed home by myself depressed and drinking.

the weather joined with me crying.

it doesn't make things better.

.....................

I went to school. I looked horrible. hair messed up, eyes numb from crying.

I went to my classes.

everyone is asking me whats wrong but i say nothing to them. but walk away

i went at the cafateria. I didn't eat my lunch i wasn't in the mood.

" Babe"

sh** its sabrina -.-'

" get of me and im not your babe."

i looked at Mae she was jst 3 tables away from me.

she stared at me and walked out of the cafeteria :/

is something wrong with her :S

"BABE cmun don't deny it anymore"

man this girl need to shut the f*ck up!

i jst let her talk i did nothing

*bellring*

finally! i rushed out escaping from Sabrina when

*BOOG*

I looked up and it was....

" Mae "

i stared at her. Dam i let this beautiful girl go?!

she was still quiet staring at my eyes.

" clears throat* I--- I umm"

'Belle let's go your gonna be late"

f*ck that Trevor

"Mae wait *grabs her hand*..."

" i have to go..........."

there she was i let her go once again.

I got the chance to talk to her but i blew it.

but I guess that was a sign to let her go. she chose Trevor.

Time to move on.

yes i told myself I'm moving on.

the rest of the day i convince myself i was going to move on.

I went home with Sabrina.

" so Vier does this mean were together?"

i don't want to but i need to

"yes sabrina" -.-'

Im putting myself in this jst to move on.

" okay baby your mine ;) i told you so you can't resist me."

"okay you win now lets go home"

This whole is such a mess :/

being with sabrina pretending to like her was horrible!

and it doesn't work.

I'm afarid I still love Mae :/

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hey sorrie for a late update. i have so much things. my sched is pack. i have projects and exams coming soon . i have to study i promise ill update when i get a chance

the next chapter is gonna be exciting  :)

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