You are Logan and jakes little sister. You were always very close to your brothers and when they moved to LA you missed them a lot. You finally convinced your mom to let you move out there and live with Logan. But what happens when you meet the Why...
~~~~ Text Messages~~~~ Daniel🙈: HEY BEST FRIEND Kirstin🦋: HEY BEST FRIEND Daniel🙈: I miss you Kirstin🦋: Daniel it's been 2 hours Daniel🙈: So Kirstin🦋: it's ok I miss you to Daniel🙈:I'm so bored all the boys left me Kirstin🦋: I mean I don't blame them Daniel🙈: I'm hurt Kirstin🦋: how did people come up with names of stuff like were they just like this looks like a cow I'm going to call it a cow?? Daniel🙈: why do you think of these things Kirstin🦋: I have a lot of free time Daniel🙈: god you're weird Kirstin🦋: guess what I'm getting tomorrow Daniel🙈: what Kirstin🦋: IM GETTING A NEW STUFFIE Daniel🙈: stuffie? Kirstin🦋: stuffed animal Daniel🙈: why do I feel like you already have a lot Kirstin🦋: I only have 18 Daniel🙈: why do you need another one Kirstin🦋: to complete my bear bear collection... duh Daniel🙈: now I'm just confused Kirstin🦋: the only one I need is the green one that's why I ordered it from Japan
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Daniel🙈: you can't see it but I'm shaking my head Kirstin🦋: you can't see it but I'm jumping up and down because my stuffie comes tomorrow Daniel🙈: why do you call it a stuffie Kirstin🦋: because I'm obsessed with laurdiy Daniel🙈: isn't that one of Logans friends Kirstin🦋: yeah but I love her YouTube channel Daniel🙈: have you ever met her Kirstin🦋: ha no I wish tho Daniel🙈: we just had a 5 minute convo about stuffies.... what is my life Kirstin🦋: obviously a great one Daniel🙈: smh Kirstin🦋: you shake your head a lot Daniel🙈: only around you Kirstin🦋: oh so you find me annoying Daniel🙈: Kirstin no that's not what I meant Kirstin🦋: relax I was messing with you Daniel🙈: oh Daniel🙈: are you still there Daniel🙈: Kirstin Daniel🙈: it's been 5 minutes Kirstin🦋: calm down I went to get food Daniel🙈: oh I thought you died Kirstin🦋: I almost did because you distracted me all morning so I almost died of starvation Daniel🙈: don't joke about that there are kids in Africa Kirstin🦋: there are kids all over the world Daniel🙈: I set myself up for that didn't I Kirstin🦋: yep Daniel🙈: I'm so excited for our show tonight Kirstin🦋: yeah Daniel🙈: you don't seem excited Kirstin🦋: I am just really nervous Daniel🙈: don't be your going to be amazing Kirstin🦋: yes because that makes me feel better Daniel🙈: I'm sorry I don't know what you want me to say Kirstin🦋: I don't know Daniel Daniel🙈: Kirstin are you okay Kirstin🦋: I'm fine Daniel🙈: no your are not what's wrong Daniel🙈: send me a picture of you Kirstin🦋: no Daniel🙈: why Kirstin🦋:
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Daniel🙈: babe you're crying Kirstin🦋: thanks captain obvious Daniel🙈: seriously do I need to come over Kirstin🦋: no I just want to be alone right now Daniel🙈: are you sure Kirstin🦋: yes thanks though Daniel🙈: if you need something talk to me okay Daniel🙈: can you answer me so I know you're ok Daniel🙈: Kirstin
I kept hearing my phone buzzing but I ignored it. I don't know why I'm so upset but just the way he said it made me upset and thinking about tonight. I sit in a corner of my room trying to keep my sobs quiet so Logan doesn't here me. I get up and walk into my bathroom to splash water on my face to try and snap out of this. I look at myself in the mirror and cry harder. I look over into my shower and see my razor sitting on the side.
No Kirstin don't think this. My brain says one thing but my body won't listen I walk over and grab the razor off the side of the tub.
You can't do this put the razor down. My mind kept telling me. I pulled the protective cap off of it in one swift motion. I stand back up and go over to my sink. I'm shaking so much and crying harder. I hold the razor tight in my hand.
Daniel pov She won't answer me and I'm starting to get scared. I don't know what I did to set her off but I did and I feel terrible. I immediately call Logan.
L: hey what's up D: hey I don't know what I said but I said something and it made Kit upset and she won't answer my text and I'm getting scared L: oh I'll go check on her D: thanks Logan I hang up i couldn't help but notice the break in his voice when he said oh. Why did that happen
Logan pov When Daniel said that my heart dropped. Kit is very sensitive to everything I was really worried. I run over to her room and put my ear against the door. I can hear her crying and so I opened her bedroom door.
Kirstin pov I knew I couldn't do it. I started to set the razor down when I hear my door open. Logan comes into my bathroom and his eyes get huge. He runs over to me slaps the razor out of my hand and holds me. I can't stop crying. K: "I wasn't going to do it" I kept saying over and over again. Logan sat on the floor with me in his arms. K: "I wasn't going to do it" my voice barley even coming out as a whisper. L: "shhh" he says pulling me closer. When I have panic attacks I lose my mind. I get close to doing scary things because I can't think straight. I told Logan all about that so he knows now. After a few moments of sobbing into logans arms I've calmed down. I don't know what I was thinking such a simple thing made me so upset. Just thinking about tonight made me anxious and I knew I was going to have a panic attack and I had to tell someone so they knew. Kirstin🦋: hey Daniel🙈: hey oh my gosh I was so worried about you are you ok Kirstin🦋: I'm ok now Daniel🙈: what happened Kirstin🦋: I don't want to talk about it Daniel🙈: ok I'm sorry that I upset you Kirstin🦋: it wasn't your fault babe I'm just so nervous for tonight everything just sets me off Daniel🙈: oh Kirstin🦋: I just need to let someone know that I'm probably going to have a panic attack and I do dumb things when that happens so just don't leave me alone like the whole night okay? Daniel🙈: of course hey I love you ok Kirstin🦋: love you to I know he meant it as friends because we said that all the time but it made me so happy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't know if you guys like sad chapters but I love writing them and the next one is going to be pretty sad. That one should be uploaded tomorrow I will try to write two chapters tomorrow since I am going to a Pentatonix concert on Sunday and won't have time. Please vote and comment on my story! Love y'all take it easy fam peace✌🏻
