It has been 5months and 15days he left me. Today also I miss him badly how can I forget my 1st love. Everything is finished everything. I hate everything it's like leaving a fake life. After he left me I forget my real smile . Everything is fake here and due too my luck I can't share anything I have too bear on my own . How can he go like this he didn't remember me once . I never forced him even I didn't doubt him he has many female friends even I didn't go through his phone. My love, priority, time everything I have given him with purity of my heart. Before our relationship I have asked him about Shivani he said we are BFF nothing more. Now I can't do anything even I am not able to forget him and he didn't remember me. But still I can't hate him. The worst part is"Ye Hai mera dil use nafrat Kar hi ni Skta". 1st time I have trusted someone from my heart. Sometimes I think he will come back to me it's my instincts. But even he didn't remember me then how can he come back to me he is happy with Shivani so better I understand those things in mind but still I can't stop myself for thinking this and loving him. Let C what I have in future.
Rabba mere ishq kisi ko
Aise na tadpaye... Hoy
Dil ki baat rahe is dil mein,
Hothon tak na aaye,
Na aaye...
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna... (2)
Tujhe har khushi de di
Labon ki hansi de di
Zulfon ki ghata lehraayee
Paigaam wafa ke laayee
Tune acchhi preet nibhayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya khena.
The most played song in my Playlist 😥
