Jahseh's pov :
Laughing. I was just laughing.
And what was so humorous?
That's what I'm asking myself.
I laugh when I cut.
I laugh like its the most funny thing in the world.
But it's not...
Because I truly want to die...
What is happiness like?
I know I'll never experience it, but I'm curious...
You wanna know something?
Sometimes, I miss cutting myself.
Sometimes I crave it.
I don't even need a reason to cut.
Sometimes I do it because it satisfies me.
The deeper the better.
That's when the most blood comes out.
And I laugh...
I laugh at all my pain...
All of my misery...
Maybe I deserve it.
Yeah, I deserve all of this.
Maybe I should try again...
Maybe this time it'll work...
Maybe this time I'll finally be gone.
It's worth a try...
This makes me smile.
My Lovely Fantasy...
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Temptation
FanfictionI don't know why, but I wanted to see his eyes again, so I placed my hands on both sides of his face and turned him back. He looked at me as I looked at him. We were both trying to figure each other out. Not thinking about what I was doing, I cares...
