Temptation

Sincere Misery

Sonya's pov :

This was the third time. The third damn time I was pregnant. I feel so bad for these unborn mistakes. They don't deserve to go through this. I don't deserve to go through this. I looked at the white stick, the two red lines were the only thing I was focused on. I don't want to go through this again.

I never had any of the babies I became pregnant with. Although I was sad because they were still apart of me, I'm glad they didn't have to grow up in this fucked up world. They didn't have to live with their fucked up mother. How would they feel knowing my uncle was the father? I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice my uncle appear in the doorway. He snatched the pregnancy test from my hands and looked at the results. He smiled, "Looks like we have something to take care of huh?" In that moment I was completely terrified. I had no where to go, no where to run. He was blocking my only escape. I burst into tears while he picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder.

He took me into the basement, placing me on a chair and tied me up. He wrapped a cloth around my mouth and then put duct tape over. "I say it's about time we get that little shit out of you, huh? What do you say?" He smiled at me menacingly. The only noise that came from me was gurgling cries until I eventually started choking. He started laughing, going to the corner of the room to pick up his baseball bat. "Batter up!" He said as he swung with all the force he could muster up. I tried to scream but all the pain made me unable to do so. He continued to hit me with so much force that I started passing out. My eyes were barely open when he stopped, "Woooooooow, hit that one out of the ballpark didn't I?" The deranged asshole started laughing again and walked up to me and whispered in my ear, "Every time will be a home run sweetheart. They've always told me I had a mean swing," at that moment I completely passed out...

I woke up with a gasp, surveying the area I was in. I was still in the treehouse fortunately. When I was fully awake, I started hearing the sound of a guitar. I really think I'm trippin... I got up and started following the sounds of it, noting that the tune was kind of sad. I reached the window and sat down in it. It was that boy Jahseh, playing while humming to the tune. He started singing and I almost gasped, his voice is beautiful. The song has so much meaning, emotion and pain behind it. The way he was singing, it was like a drug. I didn't move, I didn't make a sound, I just sat there and listened to the pain in his voice. The lyrics ended but he still played the tune, that beautiful tune. I have no idea why, but that song had such a deep impact on me. He stopped playing, sighing. He then suddenly turned around and stared at me.

"That was beautiful," was all I could say. I was still hypnotized by the song. "Um, d-do you mind p-playing again?" I asked nervously. He just stared at me but he started playing the tune again. As he started singing I closed my eyes, listening to every lyric. All too soon, the song ended. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He was staring at me back, those brown eyes holding so many secrets and emotions. "Did you write that?" I managed to speak again. Still staring he nodded. He doesn't speak much I see.

He got up suddenly, putting the guitar in a place I've never noticed before. He walked past me down the stairs and left, well I assumed he left. I was still sitting in the window, not able to move. That damn song man, why is it affecting me like this? It's just a song. Still not able to get it off my mind, I closed my eyes and started humming it. It was such a beautiful song. I started to sing it, relaying all the lyrics as he did, with much emotion and pain. I felt as I could relate to this song so much. I have no idea why but I started crying when I was done singing. Everything I've been through, all the memories just came rushing at me. All the hurt and the pain.

I wanna die...

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This is short but I wanted to update. Thank you guys for the views and votes. Hope you guys are enjoying this story ❤️
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