5sos Preferences

Preference #32 Pregnancy

Pregnancy - 5SOS Preference

ASHTON:

I was stood there, in front of my boyfriend’s door. My heart was pounding fast and I was breathing heavily. This is it; I’m finally going to tell Ashton that he’s going to be a father. I’m not scared of that, I have practiced what I was going to say on my head. But what I’m scared of is his reaction. Maybe he’s not ready yet. Maybe he doesn’t want a child yet and still wants to pursue his career. But I’m going to accept his reaction, no matter what it will be. If he’s not ready yet, I’m going to raise this baby alone.

I closed my eyes and took a last deep breath. I opened my eyes and knocked on the door. Ashton immediately opened. He was standing there without his shirt and only in his trousers.

“Hey babe.” He greeted me.

I just smiled at him and entered his flat.

My heart was still pounding fast and I started breathing heavily again. I was nervous as fuck.

I plopped down on the sofa and he sat beside me.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, eyes filled with concern.

I ran my fingers through my hair. Somehow, I forgot what I practiced on my head. I didn’t know what to say.

“A-ash… I-i… I’m p-p….” I stuttered.

“What? I can’t understand what you’re saying. Relax babe.” He instructed.

I tried to breathe normally and calmed down a bit, and then I started talking. “Ash, before I say anything else, if you’re not ready, I can handle this alone.”

His eyes met mine and his face was full of confusion.

“What are you talking about?” he asked.

“Ash, I’m pregnant.” I said as I watched his expression suddenly change from confusion to shock.

His eyes widened and his mouth formed an o.

“Babe, if you’re not ready, it’s okay. I’m okay. I can take care of this baby alone.” I said trying to sound strong. “You know, you can even break up with me and let’s just pretend like nothing happened. I can be a single mom, I think…” I added.

He shook his head, “No (y/n). I won’t leave you. I’ll never leave you. We’ll take care of our baby, together.” He said as he rubbed my belly with his hand.

A tear escaped my eye, followed by another, and another.

“Why are you crying?” Ashton asked as he wiped my tears away.

“I’m just happy, babe. I honestly thought that you would leave me and our baby alone, but you stayed with me… stayed with us.” I said smiling.

He smiled back, revealing his dimples. “I’ll never do that, okay? I love you.” He said as he pecked my lips.

MICHAEL

My boyfriend has been away from me for six months now. He’s finally coming back and I’ve got a big surprise for him. I’m six months pregnant with a baby girl. Basically, our families and friends know about this but he doesn’t. I wanted to wait for him and surprise him. Though, I’m not sure what his reaction will be.

I was now sat in a car with Michael’s parents and we’re headed to the airport.

My heart started beating fast and I started breathing heavily.

His mum probably noticed and tried to calm me down, “It’s okay (y/n). Don’t worry.” She said and smiled.

We finally arrived at the airport and were waiting for the band to arrive. The boys’ family were talking to each other and were congratulating me. I would just smile and say thanks.