before :: muke au

day :: 31

2/1

luke,

calum came over today. he ask me how i was doing and I told him i was fine. he then started talking about how he's been, and how he got a a new guitar.

but we both know why he came over.

he asked me what was on my arms. i just pulled down my sleeves and said that i fell. him and i both knew that wasn't true, but he didn't push it.

i had never cut myself before that night. i was always so scared to. but it was strangely comforting.

fuck, luke. this is what it has came to.

- michael

luke,

it's about 3 in the morning and i can't stop thinking about you

please get out of my head