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"i found an old video of you in my phone. i was waking you up on the morning of your birthday.

you laughed and pushed me away. there was hair stuck in your mouth, and your eyes werent completely open yet.

in that moment, i was so, so in love with you, and i could tell you felt the same way.

and i know i said love is nothing but a chemical reaction, but, god. looking at you then, seeing you look back at me with all of that admiration in your eyes.

thats the best feeling in the world."