"i miss you more than normal tonight. the moon is full, the stars are bright, and the earth has that special scent of the ground after the rain.
i bet you're enjoying it. these were your favorite kind of nights. i bet you're lying in bed with him, under a pile of blankets, candles lit and a record playing, reading your favorite book for the ninth time.
or maybe you're curled up on the couch with him, watching a movie while his arms are around you.
god, it doesn't even matter what you're doing, but i really hope you're smiling right now, because i sure as hell am not."
