102 voicemails

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"im sorry i left early, but i just couldn't stay. i couldn't.

you looked so beautiful, so happy, so much better off without me.

i can still hear your laugh, when the best man made his speech. i can still see your smile, the few tears on your cheeks when you said 'i do.'

that's probably what hurt the most. seeing it, knowing it's real. there's no more pretending.

you're never coming back.

fuck, i can't do this."