"i hung out with some friends today. they're not even my friends, really, but they invited me out for a drink, and i knew i needed one.
one of them, one of my 'friends,' kendall, gave me some advice. he said, 'what if instead of looking for 'the one,' and spending your whole damn life dreaming of this one perfect person, you start being your own one? what if you take your life into your own fucking hands and move on? get it together, man.'
i suppose he's right, but i don't care. i don't want to move on, not yet.
i know you're married now, and there's literally no hope for me at this point. im just not ready to let go.
im sorry. and i love you.
im sorry i love you."
