My 28 1/2 days - Diary [edited]

Dear ASHRY (1)

MY 28 1/2 days diary

Dear ASHRY (1)

July 22, 20**

Dear Diary,

Hello Diary. Alam mo, ayoko naman talaga gumawa ng diary, kaya lang I have to do this.

I have to get a life. I have to change everything in me before the judgement day comes.

Yeah I know, everyday is a judgement day but what I'm referring to is the real judgement day. 

Ahm, I'm going to name you, "ASHRY" combination of ASHLEY and DIARY.

Oh diba, ang korni ko? Anyway, thanks sa compliment na korni ako. haha.

Haii. Nakakainis yung mga tao Ashry, bakit ganun sila? They wanted to die.

Ako nga? I really want to live. I want to enjoy life. I want to give love to everyone but as much as I want it, I can't do it.

I can't. 

if they only knew what I'm going thru right now.

I hate people commiting suicide.

don't they know? ang daming nagpapakahirap mabuhay lang, tapos sila? sasayangin nila ang buhay nila dahil sa peste at simpleng mga problema?

I hate them, I really hate them. If they don't want to live, they can give me their life and i'll give my life to them in exchange.

But I know, I can't do that.

And even though I have this kind of sickness, it's alright with me.

Di ko sinisisi si Mama or Papa kung bakit ako meron nitong Congenital Heart Disease na ito.

Di ko din sinisisi si God kung bakit niya binigay sakin 'to. Because God knows the best for you.

Di niya naman yan ibibigay sayo kung wala rason diba?

everything happens for a reason.

Anyway, ayoko na ng mga kadramahan about sa condition ko.

I wanna introduce my self first to you.

Hi. I'm Ashley Curtney Garcia.

My parents call me Curtney.

My bestfriend call me, 'ashley ugly' but even though he calls me that name, I really love him.

It's just that, he didn't knew what I really feel for him.

 He already had a girlfriend. She is Andrea Beatriz Wilson. 

Ahm, kung ako lang naman ang magdedescribe dun sa babae?

Hai naku, di naman sa insecure ako sakanya, oo inaamin ko sobrang ganda niya pero dahil yun sa mga cheche burecheng abubot na mga make up sa mukha niya.

She's a total SLUT. a total FLIRT. I knew she had over 40 boyfriends. at lahat yun nakukuha niya sa agaw. 

She's tall, but I'm taller than her for about an inch.

She's pale, i mean, maputi siya, mas maputi nga lang ako.

She has blue eyes. may lahing Americano eh. My eyes are brown, as In brown that you can see my black round and beautiful pupil inside.

Her lips are red because of lipstick. ako, pinkish lang at natural yan ah?.

She has long legs as long as mine.

Matangos ang ilong niya dahil sa noseline, yung nilalagay na make up ba, pampatangos ng ilong,

ako, matangos din naman ilong ko at natural din.