Erica isn't looking for love after her abusive relationship with shad, but when Beyonce comes along and makes her feel like herself again. Will she fall in love or will she go back to her old ways?
I barely get in the door before Erica has me against the wall. She pulls my Jogger to my ankles then pushing my panties to the side and fucks me hard until I explodes into on her strap. She turns me around and has me lick my juice clean off of it. She brings my face to hers and gives me the most passionate kiss in existence telling me that she's going to make love to me but let me tell how we got here.
(a/n this continues into chapter 14)
Erica's Pov
So bey and I have been an argument about shad sending me dick pics and nasty voice messages but they do nothing for or too me when i tell you im over shad i am but he can't get that in his thick skull and Bey hasn't been home in a month and im going fucking crazy i cry myself to sleep at night, i can't do this her song has been on replay since
"Baby I love you You are my life My happiest moments weren't complete If you weren't by my side You're my relation In connection to the sun With you next to me There's no darkness I can't overcome You are my raindrops I am a seed With you and God, who's my sunlight I bloom and grow so beautifully Baby, I'm so proud So proud to be your girl You make the confusion Go all away From this cold and mixed up world I am in love with you You set me free I can't do this thing Called life without you here with me 'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you I'll never leave Just keep lovin' me The way I love you loving me"
Yet another night with out the love of my life because of lil dick bow wow i took his name off of everything and put bey's name instead and as the my partner and Co-owner of HER , i have to get my wife back ... As i think about how i am going to get my heart back i decided to call Ma Tina
-Phone Convo-
Ma Tina: Hello
Me: Ma tina *crying my eyes out*
Ma Tina: Why are you crying princess?
Me: I miss her so much
Ma Tina: I know if it makes you feel better i'll snap a picture of her right now cause in her studio downstairs
Me: Okay it would really calm my nerves right now *text comes in with picture*
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Me: *starting to tear up* She's wearing my sweatshirt ma
Ma Tina: Yes she is and she hasn't taken it off if she does she puts it right back on saying she misses you and she wears to to keep you close to her .. the song she is singing i think it's about you.. listen
Bey: *singing* I think the luckiest girl in the whole wide world could be me I get to be with the one that I love anytime I please I feel like I can stay forever beyond eternity Is like I'm where I supposed to be. When I close my eyes I feel like I'm alive 'Cause I can't fall asleep knowing that tonight you will be here with me
Let me know, if this is a dream, Then I don't wanna know 'Cause I ain't 'bout to be without you babe, ohh. Let me know, if this is my dream, Then I ain't letting go, 'Cause everything I love is about you babe, about you babe So I rather be here dreaming than waking up with nobody home
Me: im the lucky one. She's my world i love her more than i love myself I wanna give her the world and more ma.. Can I ask you something?
Ma Tina: You're her world to beside blue and king and sure sweetie anything
Me: what would you say if i asked you for permission to marry your daughter i have good intentions and a good heart call me old fashion but i love taking her on dates , opening the door for her , holding her hand , walking her to her apartment door and i rather hear her voice than getting text i want to dry her tears , erase her fears , call her beautiful even when she doesn't feel or see it , support her dreams , i want to have kids with her and grow old ma I'm in love with your daughter and I'm asking with my heart out on my sleeve to marry Beyoncé Giselle Knowles?
Ma Tina: Erica you my blessing cause you are a good girl you may have a past that isn't good but you don't let that define you, you try to see the good in things and make a better life for you and your child now you have a daughter and wife to be , you are my daughter and you have my permission to marry bey
Me: Thank you so much ma,now i have to find ideas on how to purpose to her i already have the ring
Ma Tina: Can i see it
Me:*Sends a picture*
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Ma Tina: Lord Erica its beautiful .. James Allen? Erica that's too expensive
Me: Not for her it isn't only the best for my wife to be
Ma Tina: It's really beautiful i must say you have taste child
Me: Thank you ma but im getting sleepy so goodnight and kiss my baby when she gets out the studio
Ma Tina: Goodnight pumpkin and i will
-End of Phone convo
I'm happy now that i talked to mama tina she made feel better and i got permission so tomorrow i have planning to do with my proposal and how im going to do it but first let me call one more time before i hit the sack
Bey's Pov
Erica has been blowing up my phone and notifications non stop and trust me i want to answer her and tell her i miss her and im coming home because I miss her warm hugs and kisses that greet me in the morning. I'm missing my baby speaking of my baby she's call right now she has been calling non-stop but my pride won't let me answer but for some reason i answered this call
Me: WHAT!
Erica: Finally *sniffing a bit* before you say anything let me apologize baby im sorry for whatever you thought happened between me and shad , nothing happened but im still apologizing baby i miss you im going crazy without you and my birthday is tomorrow
Me:*checks phone and it says Nov 7th*
Erica: and i was wondering if you like to join me for dinner ?
Me: *Silent*
Erica: Bey. Baby. Mrs Mena are you there?
Me: Yes i'll join you what time should i be there?
Erica: 8:30 sharp and i'll have my driver pick you up
Me: Okay
Erica: I love you Bey
Me: Yeah i know *smirking*
Erica: well goodnight
Damn it took everything in me not to tell her i love her i do miss her and her making love to me and the connection and bond we share .. but she is going to have to work for it
