Torn Between Two

Chapter 4

Noah's P.O.V

I couldnt believe it, me, myself, I almost kissed Sky. Tina did come in a bad time, man I should 've just gone for it, I mean what could have happen? I know she wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss her I could see it in her eyes.

Ahh Tina why did you have to walk in, this was my chance to kiss those beautiful pink lips of her soo badly why didnt I just kissed her next time we are alone? Grab her by the waist pull her closer to me and kiss her? Oh Noah probably because she is going to think you're insane, which you might be you dont want to show it, specially in front of her.

But I couldnt believe what she thinks of me, what she said. 'Are you freaking crazy? do you actually think I would kiss a guy like him, just look at him not even in my nightmares. Im not that desperate for a kiss.' The words were flying in my head, bouncing side to side.

I cant, I just cant image, think about it makes me anxious, I mean who wouldnt like to kiss me, every girl would die to kiss me but Sky is not like those girls.

Does she see anything wrong in me? or am I not her type of guy? Well atleast thats what she said, that Im not her type but I dont believe her. I know she has or had a crush on me since I dont know when, well I think, I heard her and Tina talking about how she liked me but was over me already but I still have my suspecions.

So anyways right now I gotta get my mind off of her, that's why Im going to the party to get drunk and forget about her, even though its only for a few hours. I dont care for how long, I just need my mind clear up.

While i was getting finish, Nate when downstairs and grab something to eat cause he is for sure one hungry man, or should I say animal? Yup one hungry animal.

And I heard some crying outside in the balcony, I go and take a peek through the balcony door and once again I see Sky crying. Why is she crying? It is the same as the other night, What is it in her life that makes her cry like that? Is it her mother's death? I know her mother died when I over heard her and Tina talking about it a long time ago.I can still remember that day.

It was a cold afternoon, I remember her crying and Tina cried with her, it was a really nice gesture of hers, I cant still see Tina doing something nice, well for her bestfriend and other people yeah but not for me. She was soo young back than, and now she is all grown up to a beautiful young lady, she was still adorable when she was little. I actually didnt talked to her back than.

Any who, I go out quietly but she heard me and once again she whipped away the tears and face the opposite way from me.

"Noah, what are you doing here, I though you were already gone?" she asked with a sad tone.

"Um I, heard someone crying outside and I decided to check." i answer back trying to meet her eyes but she doesnt allow me to.

"Are you ok?" I asked her.

"Yeah yeah, I was just um um."she said but I cutt her off.

"Dont worry you dont have to explain why, i wont make you answer." i was honestly saying the truth, even though I was kinda wondering why she was crying, I wasnt gonna make her tell me.

"Thank you Noah." she replied now with a little smile on her face.

"So I guess I'll see you tomorrow, gotta go to the party, bye." I said after a few minutes of silence.

"Ok have a good night." she replied now walking back to her room and closed the door behind her.

OK so this is just like the other night except I was a little drunk. Im gonna wait until she wants to talk about it, if she wants to, which I doubt she would want to tell someone like me.