The drug in me is you

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Ronnies POV!!

I really love Alyx , shes so beautiful I know im falling for her but I can't tell anyone not even Andy hed fucking kill me!! I walked into the living room where everyone was sitting Juliete had arrived and her and Alyx was distant with each other no one knew why I think she was worried about having a mum like Juliette because of her past. Alyx told me she was part deaf and she was dyslexic I told her I could help her read so I told her to go get a book and she did and bought it too me "What are you doing Ronnie?" Andy asked "Alyx is dyslexic so I am helping her read" I told him "Oh" is all Andy said.

Alyx was afraid to do it infront of people so we went up to her new room. The girls had unpacked for her so the boys wouldnt be embarrased by her underwear I chuckled. We layed on her new bed and started the book. She did really well for someone whose dyslexic "well done sweetie maybe we could do it everyday?" She nodded and was happy and plugged in her music and The drug in me is you came on and she was sitting near the speakers like normal and I got up and sung it too her and she got up and started dancing I danced with her.

Andys POV!!

There was the sound of music upstairs and the sound of dancing me and everyone else walked upstairs to find ronnie singing and dancing and Alyx dancing with him. We all giggled and joined in with them. Alyx looked so happy with Ronnie but I was scared he would hurt her because she is sensitive.

I heard a knock upon my door the other day

I opened it to find death staring in my face

The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates

Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case

My body's tremblin' sends shivers down my spine

Adrenaline kicks in, shifts into overdrive,

Your secrets keep you safe, your lies keep you alive

Snake eyes every single time, you roll with crooked dice

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down (pull me down)

The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house

I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt

Running from my past, I'm praying feet don't fail me now

I've lost my goddamn mind

It happens all the time

I can't believe I'm actually

Meant to be here

Trying to consume

The drug in me is you

And I'm so high on misery

Can't you see?

I got these questions always running through my head

So many things that I would like to understand

If we are born to die and we all die to live

Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?

(Ah)

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down (pull me down)

The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house

I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt

Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now

I've lost my goddamn mind

It happens all the time

I can't believe I'm actually

Meant to be here

Trying to consume

The drug in me is you

And I'm so high on misery

Can't you see?

I've lost

Myself

You tried to reach me but you just can't help me

So long

Goodbye

You tried to save me, it won't work this time

'Cause now

I've lost my fucking mind

And there's no fucking time

I can't believe I'm actually

Meant to be here

Trying to consume

The drug in me is you

And I'm so high on misery

Can't you see?

Oh, can't you see?

Can't you see?

Alyx fell asleep holding onto Ronnie like she was scared but I dismissed it and went to go and kiss her on her forehead "Ronnie you can stay tonight if you want seens as she really likes you" I said pointing to how she was holding him "Thanks Andy" He said as he was stroking her cheek.

Short one up today guys ill write more tonight when I have time I have to do some stuff I was listening to FIR while writing this I hope you liked it comment if you have some ideas on what I should do next maybe Ronnie asks Alyx on a date and Andy gets mad and scared?? Comment though Ill see what you guys think! :) Thanks for reading

Picture of Alyx on the side>> :)

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