Our Little Secret

Chapter 54

Sarah
"Now, little miss Reed, what should I do with you?" Jack purrs as he reaches me on my position at the edge of the bed.

My mouth goes completely dry, I am seriously doing this. I am having sex with Jack freaking Davis. Suddenly I feel much more self-conscious and not to mention nervous. "Uhm... I-I don't know." I stammer, feeling my cheeks flush.

Jack gives me a cocky and confident smile. "Well, for starters you shall lay down on your back." He says and pushes my shoulder easily with his fingers. I slowly fall back and feel my hormones becoming all crazy.

"That's better." Jack mumbles approvingly. "But you are wearing way too much clothing, baby."

My breath hitches when he says the word baby and I'm starting to feel the dampness between my legs as I stare into Jack's darkened eyes. "Off these goes." Jack says and pulls down the zipper on my jeans. Slowly his long, fingers hook at the waistband and start to pull the jeans down my legs. Taking my socks with them as they go across the room. His hands softly caress my legs as he comes back up to me and his hands are cold against my burning skin. Once we're on the same level again, he kisses me deeply and nibble on my lower lip.

"Same goes for this." He then says and hooks and the bottom of my t-shirt, pulling it off.

Now I'm laying in nothing but my underwear in front of Jack, who is wearing mischievous grin on his lips. "Oh, Sarah, I could look at you all day like this." He purrs and bends down on his knees in front of the bed, positioning himself right between my legs.

"Please don't." I breathe, feeling uncomfortable under his obvious stare at my body and try to cover myself with a pillow.

"Oh no you don't. I want to look at you, all of you."

"How come you get look at me, but all I get to see is what I always do?" I gasp as he throws away the pillow and drags his nose down my torso.

"You do have a point there, I guess I won't be needing these." He agrees and quickly discards himself of his jeans.

"Or this." I tell him and pull his shirt upwards. Finally we are both equally disposed and I start to relax a little. I also have unlimited access to Jack's abs, however I am too nervous to actually do something about it.

Jack gives up a tired sigh and shakes his head with a little smile. "Sarah, if you aren't going to touch me, we might as well stop."

"No!" I almost shout and Jack chuckles lightly. "Please don't laugh at me. I want this, Jack. I really do." I tell him honestly while picking at my nails. "But I've never done this before and I'm not lying when I say that I'm extremely nervous." My voice is barely audible and I can't look Jack in the eye. I am so afraid that he will judge me, telling me that I am too inexperienced for his taste and then leave me.

"Hey." Jack whispers softly, tilting my head in his direction. Slowly I meet his gaze and gasps for air. His eyes are so kind and gentle, not to mention dark of lust. "Why are you nervous? It's just me."

Slowly he kisses me on my jawline and I close my eyes to savor the moment.

"I am afraid that I will disappoint you." I reveal as Jack's mouth is millimeters from mine. I feel his lips leaving my skin, but I do not dare to open my eyes.

"Sarah." Jack says my name huskily and my whole body stirs.

"Mhm?" I almost squeal, keeping my eyes shut together.

"Look at me." He demands softly.

"Nu-uh." I shake my head, still having my eyes closed.

"Playing games are we?" Jack chuckles, but I can sense a certain seriousness in his voice.

"You aren't going to answer me, are you?" He whispers in my ear, covering my whole body with his. I shake my head once again.

"You know what?" He says into my ear seductively, carefully biting down on my earlobe and I let out a small, high pitched noise.

"I am not someone you should take on lightly. Now, you were the one that came up with this idea and led me on. You do not wish to quit now." He says with a low growl and my abdomen literally does a backflip, at least it feels like it. Before I can even process what is happening, Jack's hand is inside my panties and between my legs, stroking me. I gasp loudly and my eyes shoot open. What I meet is a half-pissed Jack, staring at me with so much passion that I nearly come by just looking at him. The movement down below is clouding my mind and making it incredibly hard for me to think. I am not sure if I can even build a proper sentence.

"Who said anything about quitting?" I forcefully bring myself to say and Jack laughs. That makes me a bit more at ease and I start to relax.

"That's better." Jack smiles and out of the blue he flips me over so that I'm the one on top. "Now this I like." He says satisfied, dragging his fingertips over my bare back.

I shiver at his touch and feel myself relax even more. Jack gives me a lazy smile and takes ahold of one of my hands. I frown at him, wondering what that's for. He proceeds to put it at the very top of his torso, near his neck. Without having to explain what he wants, I slowly start to drag it down his chest. Once I've reached the bottom of his belly I realize that I really enjoy this. I can see just how much Jack marvels at my touch, I make him just as crazy as he makes me.

With a little smile I lean down and press my lips against his. Before I know it we have lost ourselves to raw emotion and endless touching.

~

Holy crap.

It actually happened.

I slept with Jack Davis.

Not to mention I gave him my V-card.

Yes, I totally said that.

I've become one of those girls that I've always been so judge mental towards. Never in my life did I see this coming, but now it has happened for real and I'm actually quite happy about it.

Yeah, it may seem like a incredibly bad idea to lose your virginity to the town's bad boy. Though most people say that you should lose your virginity to someone you care about and well, I care very deeply about Jack. So therefore it didn't seem as such a bad idea. Frankly it was a very enjoyable experience. I thought sex would hurt way more, but I guess it depends on who you do it with. Jack is somewhat of an expert and he knows what most ladies like, which was very, very, pleasant.

Though it is not as pleasant to think of how he has gotten his experience. Not wanting to bother myself with that disrupt thought I focus on having Jack's arms wrapped around me. I never thought I would ever lay in bed, naked, with Jack, especially after having sex with him. I am savoring this moment with all I have. In all fairness to Jack this have happened before, us cuddling, but this is different. I feel like our relation has taken a huge step forward and honestly it scares me a bit. I am actually fearing the feelings I felt while he was making me lose my mind earlier.

I know Jack is trying hard to act different for me, don't ask me why because I have no idea, but I'm secretly scared that I care more for him than he does for me. What scares me the most is that I will find out about this in a hurtful way.

I want to feel like I can trust Jack with my whole heart and up until now I have, but the feelings are starting to become a bit too strong. Stronger than I ever thought was possible.

Jack has fallen asleep and his breath is slowing tickling my bare shoulder. Quietly I turn around around to get a better look at him. I carefully guide his head to rest on my chest and he stirs a bit, but nuzzles against me and quickly drifts back to sleep again. One of his arms is wrapped around my torso and the other is sprawled out over the edge of the bed.

I can't help but smile at how innocent he looks. His hair is a complete mess after my many assaults at it. His eyelids are heavily closed and his mouth is partly open. To say that he looks down right adorable would be an understatement.

Watching Jack's relaxed face makes me feel sleepy and I easily lay my head back on the cushion. A drowsy smile plays on my lips as I drag my fingers through Jack's soft, unruly hair. One of my hands goes down to his shoulder and I drag my nails lightly over his skin. Jack's response is to sigh happily nuzzle even closer and I can't help but think that this is a perfect moment before I drift off to sleep.