My Brother Is Who?! - 5sos FanFiction

I don't forgive you - Chapter 11

The next day had rolled around, today was the day the guys were arriving.

“Thank you Wren, I know it’s not easy for you to do this.” Luke smiled as he sat next to me on the sofa.

“What about Autumn?” I asked

“Autumn’s long gone.” Luke stated “Michael doesn’t like a serious relationship.”

I smiled at him

“I know he doesn’t.” I replied

“Luke when are they getting here?” dad asked walking in

“In about ten minutes or so.” Luke replied nodding

I felt nerves sprawl around my body as I thought about Ashton being in my home, my own home. I thought he was gone for good, Luke says he’s changed but I know for a fact he hasn’t.

There was a knock at the door causing Luke to sprint to the door, flinging it open to reveal the boys standing there in winter coats.

“Hi!” they all apart from Ashton exclaimed

“Wren!” Calum screamed tackling me in a hug

“Hi,” I smiled

“I’ve missed you.” Calum admitted “It’s not the same without you.”

“What do you mean?” I asked pulling out of the hug

“I’ll tell you later.” He said hugging me once more.

I hugged Michael next who squeezed me tight.

“Listen Wren I’m really sorry about what happened. I really like you and I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.” He whispered

“It’s okay Michael, honestly it’s alright.” I replied

“Friends?” he asked

“Friends.” I smiled kissing his cheek.

“Good because I need someone who can cook, Autumn could barely manage toast.” Michael said

I laughed slightly

“Well maybe you should cook for yourself.” I suggested

“Never.” He stated shaking his head.

I laughed at him until Ashton walked up to his.

“Michael, Luke wants you.” Ashton stated looking at me.

“Alright.” Michael said walking away into the lounge.

Ashton looked at me, his blonde mop of curls swept to the side out of his face. His eyes just as shiny and hazel as before, wrapped up in maroon shirt and grey jacket.

He looked down at the ground then back at me.

“How are you?” he whispered

“How am I?” I asked “Well to start with, my brother leaves me because of something stupid his friend said.”

“Look I’m sorry.” He said speaking a little louder

“No you’re not.” I replied

His eyes filled with tears as his lips trembled a little.

“You don’t know how sorry I am.” He whimpered

“Maybe you are sorry, doesn’t mean I have to forgive you.” I said.

He shook his head

“I know. I just want you to know how sorry I am.” He said sitting on the floor.

I nodded

“Okay.”

“That’s it?” he asked looking up at me, his cheeks a little tear stained

“What did you expect?” I asked

He shrugged

“You wanted me to forgive you?” I asked

He nodded

I shook my head

“No chance.” I said

A little noise came out of his mouth before he broke down in tears, hiding his face with his hands.

“P-please.” He whimpered

I sat down beside him, stroking his hair softly.

He laid down across my lap, still hiding behind his hands. I removed his hands revealing his tearful face and trembling lips.

“I’m really sorry,” he cried

“I know.” I nodded “I know.”

“So why won’t you forgive me?” he asked

“It’s not that easy. It’s easy to apologise, but it’s harder to accept it.” I replied

“What do you mean?” he asked

“Everything you say and do has its consequences.” I said

“And I’m trying to apologise.” He said

“And I’m trying to tell you that I know you’re sorry.” I replied

“But you don’t forgive me...” he said

I shook my head

“No, no I don’t.” I whispered

He leaned up a little, his breath fanning my face.

“Can I kiss you?” he asked leaning up a little kissing my jaw slowly, nipping at the skin.

“Hey Wren what do you wa- Ashton?!” Luke exclaimed pulling Ashton off my lap.

“What the hell are you doing?!” he screamed pushing Ashton on the floor.

“Nothing!” Ashton replied

“Really?! It looked like you were about to kiss my sister!” he screamed

“Luke no-“

“Go Wren.” Luke warned

“Luke no, I’m not going anywhere.” I stated

“Leave!” he exclaimed pointing at the door.

Ashton looked up at me with fear and sorrow in his eyes.

“Wren just leave.” Ashton said

“Shut your mouth!” Luke shouted pointing at Ashton.

“What’s going on?” mum asked walking into the porch. “Luke?!”

“He was going to kiss Wren!” He said

“He’s done it before, why is it different now?” mum asked

“Because she doesn’t forgive him.” Luke said calming down.

Mum looked at me

“She can make her own choices.” Mum said

“Not when he’s trying to force her to kiss him.” Luke scoffed

“He didn’t, I never kissed him.” I replied

Ashton looked at the ground.

Luke looked at me

“Don’t let hi-“

“He wasn’t forcing me.” I stated.

He nodded

“Can we be alone?” I asked

“We?” Luke replied

“Me and Calum.”

Luke nodded before walking out.

Ashton walked past me, stroking my back soothingly.

“I love you.” he whispered