Losing Control

Still Teasing

*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!*

Ahhh!!!

No fuck you!!!

My hand slams on my alarm clock.

It's too early...

Why?!?!?!?

Yeah, let's just say I'm not the nicest person when I wake up.

I don't want to get up...

Then the name that's been on my mind for the past few months repeats in my head...

Taylor...

Taylor...

Taylor...

My eyes flutter open.

Damn it...

You need to get up...

For Roper...

I sit up slowly, rubbing my eyes.

After a few moments I stand up and go splash water on my face.

As I'm drying my face off I glance at myself in the mirror.

Ahhhh!!!!

I had no words to describe the state my hair was in.

It was like a mop on top of my head.

I take a brush to my mane.

Ow ow ow ow...

After I've finished combing my hair into something that actually looks like hair, I straighten over it.

I apply my normal makeup and go look at what I want to wear today.

After about 10 minutes of looking, I pick out a plain white v neck T-shirt, black skinny jeans, a leather jacket, and a gold bracelet to go with it.

I look at my appearance in the mirror, not nearly as freaked out as I was 15 minutes ago, looking in the mirror.

I realise as I'm looking at myself, I was dressing for her.

Hoping she would like it.

Dear God, I'm already whipped...

As I'm about to approach my mom, she yells

"Lilleth!! Get Up!!"

Ow! My ears!

"Um ow" I say to her.

She gasps and turns around.

"Lilleth, why are you already up?"

"Um cause I have to go to school" I reply.

"But your never wake up from your alarm clock. I always have to get you up in the morning"

"Yeah, I guess I'm trying something different" I say, scratching the back of my neck.

She eyes me with suspicion, but let's it go.

"All right, well have a good day, sweetie" she smiles.

"I will" I smile back.

And for once I truly meant it...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Hey, Lilleth" Blossom greets me as I sit down at the table.

I groan in reply.