Unwanted?

Suspended

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His throat felt constricted. He felt Kanan's disappointment like a lightsaber, which met his heart. Neither he nor Hera said something, but Ezra saw it in their eyes: Incomprehension, fury, anger and disappointment, exorbitant disappointment.

"I- I can all explain it! Calvin did..."

But instead to listen to him, Hera hurried to the site of the newbie and took him in the direction of the med bay. Meanwhile Kanan raised his hand and silenced him.

"You must surely not explain anything, Ezra! Hera and I could hear your arguement clearly and it seemed not that Calvin did something to you. If anything you were the one, who was angry at him. Also I could fell your anger very clearly."

No! Ezra couldn't easy to tolerate this, not after alle the incidents, which happend!

"I didn't do anything, Kanan! He tried to pin everything on me to represent me badly! Yes, he provoked me, but I didn't touch him let alone to use the force against him. Calvin..he is force- sensitive, Kanan!"

But Ezra's hopes were destroyed then the Jedi shook his head.

"Please, that is your excuse?! If he is force- sensitve, then I must felt him before. He ist just as little a force- user like Zeb or Chopper. How could you use the force? Against one of our Crew?!"

For one moment Ezra's heart stopped.

That couldn't be true, this must be a nightmare...

"I say the truth! He did to me..."

Ezra stopped, then he continued. His master shouldn't think of him that he was weak.

"...I have no proofs, but you must believe me, Kanan! I have nothing to do with all this and I didn't use the force, too. I did nothing wrong, really!

"I've trusted you and hoped that you are honest with me. Instead you attacked one of our own and constantly lie to us. I've known that you weren't happy with Sato's decision but I thought you've been more mature and one the way to become an awesome Jedi...It seemed that I've been wrong and you apparently are still a selfish, childish and disorderly brat like in the beginning. I thought I taught you better than that...."

Kanan closed his eyes and sensed through their bond how something broke in Ezra. He felt the pain, his endless pain, which his Padawan perceived. But he must made a hard decision...He sighned and spread out his hand.

"Give me your lightsaber."

"What?!"

Without another invitation Ezra's lightsaber flew in Kanan's hand, then he sticked the weapon on his belt.

"Your Jedi- Training is until further notice suspended. So long as you recognize your mistakes and you prove yourself to us, again. It is time for you to bear the consequences of your actions. I am very disappointed in you, Ezra..."

It didn't follow other words. Kanan turned, went down the floor and out of Ezra's sight then he went in the common room, where the rest of the crew was. Ezra dragged himself to his cabin and climbed back on his bed, Then he weeped freely....