Once in a lifetime!

Hidden under the shell

Ever since I was brought into this world

I’ve seen my mom go through hell

It’s sad how unaware others are

About what’s hidden under this shell

I hear her yell, scream and swear

I hear it all the time

I try to run, try to escape

But I can never make it on time

I don’t blame my mom

It’s not her fault she’s like this

She’s been cursed

By others around

Yet so many are unaware of this

My mom is in pain

She’s hurt and broken

I want to hold her hand

But I don’t have the guts

To get up and say

Mom, just hold my hand

I’m filled with anger, loss and fear

I sometimes scream and cry

But not once do I point a finger

Because my mom is there

She’s the reason why

I love her much but can never say

Too scared to let her in

I’ve pushed away, everyone

Created a barrier within

I run away from hugs and comfort

Scared I’ll let it out

I’m alone and alone

But I don’t say

My heart is filled with doubt

I’m sixteen now

But it’s still the same

And I want to sit and cry

But I stand up

Be very brave

But don’t tell others what’s hidden inside