August POV
I sat in my room. I looking at my suit case. I leave in a week and I really happy but Ima miss Jayla. She was really upset. But she's getting married. I think I'm not going to the wedding. I don't wanna ruin it , if I go then I'll end up telling Odell what's been going on between me and Jayla.
I don't wanna ruin her life like that. But I really can't help that I love her. Even when she doesn't consider my feelings.
I know Ima miss her most. Maybe I will find somebody. I just need to get away from her. I ain't mean to fall for her. I mean that night we had sex for the first time was gonna be the only time but I didn't wanna stop. I wanted her and she knew and still decided to be with Odell.
I want her to love me. But I can't make her.
I fell for her because she was nice to me and I always knew we where friends but I didn't expect myself to fall in love. Hopefully I can forget about Jayla and move on and if I don't then Ima have to come back and tell Odell.
