This letter is for my mom. And I'm pretty sure she's reading this.
Dear mom,
There are so many things I wish I could say to you. I guess this is better than nothing.
I have weird dreams and premonitions, then I have panic attacks when I wake up sometimes. I'm tired of the mood swings, I can't help it though, and other than just being quiet, I'm pushing people away. I haven't completely isolated myself from everyone but yeah, I spend a lot of time in my room. I find it difficult to do every day activities. My concentration is just completely gone and I'm always thinking, "Oh well. It doesn't matter, I can do something else."
No matter how much sleep I get, I am always exhausted and run down. I feel stupid for most of the things I do and I wonder why I do them. I don't see how you stand to listen to me complain about everything.
Although, I am really grateful for your love and support, it's immensely uplifting and encouraging to know that you understand me and are willing to help me after everything I have done. It's a blessing. I love you.
Love,
Your daughter xoxo
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50 Letters
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