This letter is for my boyfriend, Ryder.
Dear Ryder,
I have got to tell you what's been on my mind for the past few days. Life has been getting in our way. I feel like it's my fault that we were fighting yesterday. I know it wasn't my fault entirely but I was the one saying those words. I didn't mean to make you mad nor did I mean to make you sad, I just wanted you to know... You know I never wanted to hurt you. What you don't realize is that this is so much harder on me. I don't want to go. I love you and I don't want to lose you. Baby, I promise you I'm not going anywhere anytime soon.
Whenever we try to make plans, everything else gets in the way.
You always know how to make me laugh. You know me like the back of your hand; you always know when something is wrong, you know when I'm pissed off, sad, jealous, happy, etc. You don't know how much I need you.
It's going to be okay. I promise. I know how rough things have been but things are going to get better, trust me. It's never too late. I'm here for you whenever you need me, I promise, I'm not going anywhere. I love you.
Love,
Your girlfriend xoxo
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50 Letters
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