Fate

27 Pack Life

Chapter 27- Pack life I

Author noter:Hi guys! I am so sorry, I have been awful, just awful. I love this story but I have had a massive writer's block. Please forgive.

Bella. xx

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 Pack Life:

Lyke seemed different, less tense and happy? If that is even the right word for his mood shift.

I got off the bed and felt aches down my back and legs. I stopped to stretch and noted I was wearing a big man’s t-shirt.

I held it up and inhaled the smell.

Lyke. I always liked how he smelt but Hila seems to have gotten high of it because I can actually feel her jumping up and down.

I shook my head to settle her. It’s weird, having another consciousness that you can feel as physical entity. Her moods sometimes blur into mine but somethings are distinctly hers.

Like this excitement over his smell.

I smile and slowly walk towards the bathroom when suddenly I see a flash of red followed by darkness carrying a heavy coat of fear and the smell of burnt flesh.

Feeling dizzy and nauseous I wobble towards the bathroom and dry heave. There was only slimy yellow bile to exit and that made me feel worst as it burnt down my throat and mouth.

I stayed there for a few moments working on suppressing the memory of evil red eyes, stench of burnt flesh and my own feeling of uncontrollable hate.

I placed my head on the side the toilet bowl and took heavy breaths.

I must have looked crazy and a complete bum. I don’t know how long I sat there aching like an addict but Lyke came in and lifted me off the floor.

He was so gentle and strong, I wanted to wrap myself around him and never let go. I wanted to submerse myself into his big essence and forget my existences.

“Rain, look at me” His husky voice woke me from my trance and I focused on his grey powerful eyes that were staring at me with concern and heated emotion. He was so handsome.

I looked down, I was sitting on the edge of the bath-tub and he was holding me by the waist. His hold was strong and possessive.

“I am ok” I tried to untangle myself from his hold but he only tightened it.

“Rain, you were passed out on the toilet” He gave me that look, the look that says ‘stay still’.

“I wasn’t passed out, I was…I am fine Lyke, let go” I tired one last time to get him off me but failed again. Why was he so strong?

He is an Alpha- Hila added in a sickening admiring voice.

I rolled my eyes at her. He was making Hila act weird.

“Lyke I need to shower and your hurting me” He was still intensely looking at me and his hold only seemed to get tighter.

He slowly let go and muttered a sorry.

He stood up and the bathroom seemed to have got smaller. Bloody wereboy, he was still staring at me.

“You need to leave for me to shower Lyke” I stated and I think I saw a tint of blush, but his eyes were still focused on me.

“You’re not ok” was all he said before he turned and slowly closed the door behind him. Heard him take a seat. I guess he’ll be waiting out there listening to my movements.

I got up to run the shower head.

Why does her care so much?

Because he is ours, our Alpha- Was Hila’s bright and happy answer.

I don’t need an Alpha, or a protective figure. Was my snapping reply. The whole idea of belonging to a pack and having an Alpha to answer to was too much.

I think we’ll go rogue Hila, we don’t need anyone.

NO! I need my Lyke, I will let you keep us away. You stupid human. Hila angrily shouted or whatever you call a internally voice throwing words at you. Her anger actually shock me and I had to suppress a growl.

Stupid wolf, her emotions are bloody dangerous. She calls me stupid human a lot, especially when I argue against wolf things, like hunting and kill innocent little animals just because she wants to feel the thrill of fresh blood and raw food.

I guess this sudden deep attachment to Lyke was another wolf thing. I remember reading that wolves are by nature social animals and must be in a pack with a leader to survive.

Whatever, stupid wolf. I replied before I stepped into the water.

I couldn’t wait to go back to college and studying and forget this all happened. I don’t care how much Hila feels she needs an Alpha I am not staying here.

In fact I am sure Lyke will kick me out once he finds out I am freak, that can kill easily with electricity or whatever the fuck that thing that killed that creature was.

I am freak even by supernatural standards. I let the tears fall and turned to the aroma of the warm water and shower-gel.

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“I’m not really that hungry Lyke!” I know I sound like a little 5 year that is refusing to eat by throwing a tantrum but Lyke was driving me crazy.

He really was, the guy has spent the whole day hovering around me, offering me food, drinks, the remote control and the staring, or the constant staring at me. It was like he was dealing with a fragile person that needed constant attention or he was just afraid I would suddenly disappear.

Did I also mention he refused to let me out of the house and he was the only person I’d seen all day?

“You haven’t eaten probably Rain, as were wolf your must gain body mass” He gave me that beautiful dark grey eyed look that said ‘I want what is best for you’

“I need some fresh air and I need to see Liz, can I do that?” I asked sweetly.

“You have had a great ordeal, you just to rest, Liz is safe and you’ll see her soon.” Was his stern reply.

We have been arguing for most of the morning and I gave up around noon when I realized he was serious about keeping me here.

I turned away from him and switched on the tv. He placed the plate of pasta in front of me and then got up.

He stood and walked to the open plan kitchen. I watched him as he walked, he truly was perfection. Pure Alpha, I giggled at my reference.

After the arguing ended and I remained silent I noticed him more and I finally noted that I was strongly attracted to him. Insanely, I wanted to jump his bones.

Hila hasn’t helped either, she also wanted him and would purr whenever he came near enough. Sometimes I’d find myself leaning towards him and taking deep breaths of his scent.

Right now he was standing reaching for a glass cup on the top cupboard and his white T stretched over his muscular back and I was able to see his stomach if only for a moment.

But I was caught in the act, he saw my shameless ogling of his fine body. His eyes darkened and he gave me a cocky smirk. Like he knew, he knew my crazy thoughts about licking him…OMG.

I quickly turned away and just knew my face was burning up.

Feeling mortified I flipped the channels not paying attention.

What is going on with me? Does having a wolf make you hormonal? Would I feel this way with Noah or any other wolf?

Or is it that weird needing an Alpha wolf thing that Hila was angry about? Does every she-wolf want to jump her Alpha and do the nasty? 

I need some distance from him asap before I actually do something I regret then have him reject me or worst.

Just like Eric. With the thought of Eric came a sharp pain in my heart.