Meek POV
A week later | June, 20th
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Nothing was the same here without Nicki. It just felt dead. Only thing that was brightening up everyone's day was papi.
I've been thinking a lot lately. I've been wanting an Woman for so long. Now that I finally got one... I feel like I don't deserve her.
She's a beautiful, Hard working girl. I feel as though she needs someone better. Someone better than me. I only want what's bests for her. Even though I love her with everything in me, and it'd hurt to see her with someone else.. But i want to see her happy.
"What you thinking about Man?" Omelly asked walking into the kitchen
I hopped off the counter sighing.
"Nicki," I told him
Nicki hasn't woke up yet! And its been a whole week. Everytime I go see her it's like nothing is changing. I know she's going to wake up so that's the least of my worries it's just she's not waken up fast enough.. I need her.
"Like always." He said going into the refrigerator
"Move Lil Fucker," he kicked at Chapo,
Chapo started biting at his pants leg
"Nawl, not like that this time O."
"How is it then Cous?" He pulled a pack of grapes out
"I feel like I don't deserve her Man." He looked at me crazy
"Fuck you mean?! You and nic are Made for eachother." He chuckled but was being serious
"God hand picked y'all for eachother man." O continued
"Nicki deserves better bro, I love her a lot but additional to loving her I want her happier."
"You sound like a Whole nut man."
"Nicki is happy with you. Hell, when y'all around eachother her Cheeks always Red."
"You don't understand.."
"I understand it all. You haven't had a woman in a long time so you kinda forgot how to treat one. You feel as though Nicki is too good for you because you feel like you don't give her your all .. But you do. And On yo mind right now you thinking about Breaking it off with her because you're scared she's going to break up with you first. You think she's in that coma right now not thinking of you. Even though I'm willing to bet you she is. You want her to be happy but then again you don't want her with another nigga so you're just going to break up with her and see if She'll actually come back to you cause the quote in your head right Now is "If you love something, let it go. If it was meant to be,it will come back to you."." He explained everything that I've been thinking about
"Okay, so you do understand." I sighed running my hands over my waves
"Hell yeah I understand you weirdo! Don't fuck nothing up with my Lil sis bruh, got me over here sounding like Tak, preaching and shit." He said making both of us laugh
"Nigga you always talking shit," we both looked back at Tak and Ern walking in
"Remind me to get my keys back from y'all niggas," i told them all
"Ima tell Kathy." Omelly snitching ass said
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"Y'all find out Who the fuck With that pussy nigga?" I asked looking at them
