If I should, lyrics
By: JayteKz
Oh no I don't know if I should be here be here,
Oh no I don't know if I should be here be here,
Yo, what is life if you can't make the most of it,
What is love if you can't get a hold of it,
What's a smile if your not really happy,
Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy,
Tell me what is laughter when you just wanna cry,
And live is a disaster and you just wanna die,
Nobody understands how you feel deep inside,
But you gotta stay strong with your head held high,
I got so many questions,
Yea,
Why is life such a bi*** when you least expect it,
And how does everybody have it all figured out,
As I sit and pout this sh** is so depressing,
Fu**
I'm so emotional,
I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul,
With a broken heart,
Outspoken mind,
I'm tryna find who I am on this path of mine,
But I don't know,
I don't know,
It's been a long time since a felt like myself,
I might as well grab the 9 and take the safety off,
And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp,
Sh** I need help,
Sh** I need help,
Sh** I need help,
I don't really know who the fu** I can turn to,
I tried to take my time,
And listen to advice,
See I was told patients was a virtue,
But I'm sick an tired of being sick of life,
Fu** tomorrow I wanna die tonight,
Fu** the future,
Fu** the present,
Fu** the drama,
Yo fu** the stressing,
Fu** the judgments,
Fu** assumptions,
Fu** the ones who made me feel like nothing,
Fu** em all,
Yo I'm done talking,
Stay the fu** away while I'm inside my coffin ya,
oh no I don't know if I should be here,
Be here,
Oh no I don't know if I should be here,
Be here,
Oh no I don't know if I should be here,
Be here,
Oh no I don't know if I should be here,
Be here,
Yo,
Everyday is a burden for me,
So many regrets it discourages me,
Like where would I be,
If I didn't drop out,
And I keep taking classes,
And grandma was proud,
And where would I be if my father was here,
And mom was with him and there love was sincere,
No fu**ing divorce,
No need for the courts,
Together forever they fought through the storms,
They fought through it all,
Yea,
Though the trials of love they ain't never quit,
But it's sad to say,
That's not the case,
Cause they broke apart,
That sh** makes me pissed
Yo fu**,
Yo fu**,
Do I give up or do I stand on my feet,
Do I give into the hardships of life,
Living every single day as I die on my knees,
Sh** what should I do,
What should I do,
Do I hold onto this thing called life,
Do I stay strong when there's tears in my eyes,
Do I move on when I'm hurting inside,
Where do I go,
Where do I go,
Under the ground where finally at peace,
Away from the world,
Away from the sorrow and pain,
That's hidden with in me so deep,
Oh lord,
Oh no I don't know if I should be here,
Be here,
20x
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