Authors note sorry its not happy. So you should not read if that's what your looking for. But then again if you're my fan your probably not expecting happy (lol).But I will warn you this is worse than usual.
To be named at a later date
It has been two days since you had to leave.
And we were left here to grieve.
The reason we do not know.
Now I am standing here watching it snow.
I am wondering how god can make everything look shiny and knew.
When without warning he took you.
I am surrounded by faces filled with pain.
And when I look in the mirror, I see more of the same.
I have been thru this so many times, I should be better at handling it.
I should be able to handle their tears and their fits.
Without wanting to run away and hide.
When I think about not seeing you again, It rips me up inside.
I want you to tease me.
And be funny in away only you could be.
I could use some of your obnoxious jokes.
Then my heart wouldn't feel so broke.
I am so tired of death.
Sometimes it seems like I can never catch my breath.
S.N.M.
