You guys are so great. I asked for help with a title and your responce was amazing. So many great titles I couldn't pick. So I made one of my bestfriend's do it. And she never reads my poems, says their to sad. So now she's mad at us. You for giving such great titles. And me for being a pain (lol). Thankyou so very much for you ideas bright_dreamer, AliceC, Rebeca, MarkOPolo, nicollettenikki, julliet. You guys are awesome.
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S.N.Mom
Not worth it without you
Title by MarkOPolo
Poem by Supernaturalmom
Sometimes I close my eyes and just sit here.
The pictures of you in my mind are so clear.
I feel like I could reach out and touch you.
My heart plummets when I realize it isn't true.
I didn't think there would be any pain worse then the day you left me.
Of that pain I was sure one day I would be free.
Oh but I was so wrong.
I don't think even I am this strong.
The real pain is living each day without you by my side.
I can't keep doing it, I have tried.
It feels like there is nothing left of me.
Just the person I pretend to be.
I'm barely hanging on.
My reason for living is gone.
I went to your grave and laid down on the ground.
I would have been content to have stayed there forever, if I hadn't been found.
I try to tell myself that you would want me to go on living.
To go on laughing, loving and giving.
And I try, I really do.
But then there are those days where its just not worth it without you.
When you left it broke my heart.
I can't fix it, its torn all apart.
The weight is so heavy on my soul.
I will never again feel whole.
For you I will always have this need.
And for you my soul will always bleed.
Some days I just can't take anymore.
And on everything I just want to close the door.
S.N.M.
