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LAST WORDS.
◤" I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE LIED, SORRY ABOUT IT. "◥
bellamy,
when you read this, i want you to know that what i did to myself and to you was out of love - it was all because of my love for you.
octavia knows it was too, go ask her after reading this, but don't shout at her, promise me that. she's already gone through so much for her brother to disown her.
she did it for you too.
i couldn't let them hurt you, they forbid our love, so i decided to do it, i wouldn't have been able to live and watch you without being able to touch you or to feel you and so i did it - well i am going to do it.
that's not the only reason though bells, i am fed up of being scared, of crying myself to sleep every single night when you're not with me. and the nightmares i have - it all relates to you, but it is not your fault. maybe going away from you will help, huh?
if you love me, like i love you baby boy, flip the page, please
the whole thing wasn't real, but it's better to believe that way, because that means that they won't hurt you now, i did this for your safety, and love?
