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LAST WORDS.
◤" I HATE YOU. SO MUCH, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU. "◥
jerry,
did you ever really forgive me? for all of those things that i did?
you said you had, the last time we kissed, but there was something in the way your face fell, the way the lights in your eyes flickered ever so slightly.
i don't think you truly forgave me.
for that time when i had to arrest you at least, i know you didn't forgive me for that. it's quite sad that i can still remember that day --- like most of our days.
i remember you crying out as i slid the handcuffs around your wrists, and the way you uttered my name as i placed you in your cell, i remember you begging me to say something, anything at all but i didn't.
because i couldn't, there was this lump in my throat and my body was shaking because i knew what would happen to you.
and i didn't want that for you, i didn't want you to die,
