lost

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my brain contains an amalgam of emotions and thoughts, but my eyes are closed, trying to hide what my mind wants to reveal.

it's past three in the morning, and as i ride in the car, you appear in my mind. i think of you as we drive, and i'm filled to the brim with exhaustion although i force myself to stay awake and look around at the scenery that whirs past me.

and silently, i weakly smile inside as i think to myself how i'm thinking of you at three and onward in the morning, just like all those sayings i've seen so often because no matter what i do, i can't seem to forget you, and each time i think of you, i die a little so that i can live.

all because i don't know how to forget you.

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