shadows of you [#1]

rose

i can't help but think back to this day where you choked on your words as you spoke about a deceased loved one in the special group we are a part of.

i could feel your pain. i understood it so well for i too had lost a loved one many years ago when i was young, and all i felt was so much pain and confusion.

you were explaining it to this other boy in the group because the topic had somehow appeared, and i can't forget how, even behind those glasses of yours, your eyes looked as if they were watering.

and it shows how much you loved them. and it showed how you are a good person deep down behind all those jokes and seemingly arrogant attitudes even more.

maybe that's one of those things that attracted me to you.