Sequel one: My Moms Boyfriends Is A Werewolf(Complete, Editing process)

Chapter 22-- Mixed Emotions

****Nikita POV****

I have been staying in the pack house three days now, my mom has been over once yelling at Ronald to bring me back to her house he yelled at her that I need be here for in case I shift into one of them. I am scared to shift though. I didn't want to be a mutt I wanted to be me just me nothing inside of me.

Four more days till my birthday and the ceremony and I was so nervous to turn and if I don't I would be so happy and I would be 18! I laid there thinking about all of these stressful nervous issues in my life but one person I couldn't get off my mind...

Damon!

He hasn't spoke to me or even looked at me since I been staying here he has been locked up in his office. If he needs something from me he would send my dad or Liam to ask me or tell me. I did go by him this morning and he seemed very intense. I kind of wanted to see if he was okay but then what would that make me a hypocrite or something for being so mean to him then change my mood to seeing if he is okay? I couldn't but no one said I couldn't ask Liam or my dad! I got up out of bed and made my way down stairs to the kitchen and my dad was drinking coffee and talking to Rosa. "Hey dad can I ask you something?" I asked making him look off Rosa to me.

"What is it Hun?" he asked setting his coffee cup down.

"Is Damon okay he seems to be really stressing and overwhelmed?" I asked looking kind of odd asking this.  My dad looked at Rosa and she just gives him a simple smile, "Maybe you should ask him yourself! He would like it if you at least talk to him." I guess that was my dad giving advice.

"I'll pass!" I said grabbing water. "Nikita Dear?" Rosa questioned in. "Yeah?" I said setting my water on the table.

"What your dad is saying is you need to talk to him, you rejecting him is affecting the pack and that means, enemies can get in easy if Damon's not on his best point. I don't know if I should tell you but there has been Rouges around the boards a lot. It is like there planning something." She smiles gently. She is so sweet it suck I want to tell her blow it but I couldn't to her.  I wanted to also tell them the rouges are trying to take me and to help me but I couldn't Kovo would hurt me.

"I guess I could stop in and say something." I said walking towards the office of his. I knocked on the door and I heard a low depressing mumble. "What!"

I stood there for a second before speaking but the door forced open before I could say anything. "Yes?" he asked. "Can I come in?" I said with same tone as him.

He left the door open for me and shut it when I answered, he sat at his desk. I sat down on the couch and looked at him as he stared at his papers. "I know I should be the last person to ask but are you doing okay?" I questioned.

He huffed and keep his eyes on his papers, "Yes Nikita I am fine." Was all he said, I got up and walked up to the desk and I watched him slowly trying to focus on me and his papers at the same time.

I rolled his chair back with him in it still trying to not look at me. I sat right on his desk on the stupid papers then I rolled him forward between my legs so all he could do was focus on me. I grabbed his chin and made him look at me he did so!

"Damon you best tells me the truth! You seem really overwhelmed and I am starting to worry." I said in a low tone between him and I. he placed his hands on my thighs tooking a hesitant breath. "I am just really stressing about the Rouges on our land. But it is  hard to focus on it..." he said looking directly at me.

"Is that it?" I replied in a tone as if there is more. I also slid down onto his lap straddling him. He placed his hands on my waist and looked away from me his breathing picking up too. I could tell I was affecting him a lot.

"Well I can't focus when you're on my mind all the time." He said to me looking down. But I grabbed his chin again and softly kissed his lips. I moved away and he was still freeze by my reaction to kissing him. Then I wrapped my arms around him and just hugged him tightly he grabbed my waist tightly and hugged me so tight like his life was on the line.

I began to kiss his neck slowly when I heard a hesitant breath came out of his mouth I took it to next step. To lick around his neck and ravish the spot where his neck and shoulder meet. When I bit down he moaned out loud and squeezed my hips tightly to rub against his bulge in his pants. I moan out surprised by that move he made. His hand moved through my hair and  took a grab of my hair and pulled back causing me to move away from his neck and leaning my head back for him to accuse to my neck.

He tongued at my neck stroking it very well, "Mhm..." I moaned out as my eyes rolled shut. I couldn't help but miss his touch and teasing games. I gripped a hold of his sides tightly my nails digging into his sides causing him to growl against my neck. Now nibbling and teething at my neck still having a hold of my hair with one hand and his other hand on my arse holding me close to him.

"I missed you like this..." I moaned out as it went into a whisper. That caused yet another growl, he grabbed my shirt and pulled it off my head. And instantly kissing down my chest and licking back up to my chin. I couldn't help but giggle at the tingles going through my body right now. His lips connected to mine our tongues instantly meet. We played in each other's mouth and I pulled his shirt off his body our lips parted for a second and connected as soon aschis shirt was off.

We held on to each other like we haven't seen each other for years. Our bodies rubbed against each other and our moans made music to the air. It was amazing till out of nowhere he stopped and put me on his desk. Wiped his lips and grabbed his shirt and put it on.

Something in me whimpered out being cool and alone, "Damon what is wrong?" I asked. "Leave!" he demanded.  I got up grabbed my shirt, "Why?" I asked still confused. "Because you're playing with my heart Nikita!" he snarled and throws a picture frame at the wall. I jumped and tears filled my eyes...

"I am really not trying too? Damon!" I tried to figure what I was going to say. "Nikita go and leave now! You don't want me to take you here!" He shouted looking out his window.

"Fine you're a asshole!" I shouted and ran out, when I got out of the office tears spilled down my eyes. Was I really playing with his heart?  Now I am an Ass hole like him ugh!!!

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Four hours later the doorbell rang and I woke up from crying, I went down stairs to see who it was and Damon was already there growling really hard... "Who is it?" I asked pushing him over to see Ryan at the door. "I am not here to do anything with her just want to talk to her for a second... alone!" Ryan explained to Damon who still was tense as hell.

"No." Damon growled. "Yes!" I sneered and pushed through him to go outside with him. Damon stood there watching as we walked down the drive way.

"What up Ryan? Sorry about him!" I felt so bad Ryan almost got hurt. "It's okay! I was kind of wondering if you wanted to go to the Ceremony as my date?" he asked nervously. I stood there for a minute then I looked at Damon at the door leaning trying to hear our conversation. "Yes I will go... with you." I made my decisions. I heard a snarl howl the door slam and Damon was pissed but I didn't care he pushed me away.

****Vote!****Ceremony coming up big shit going too happen ehhh so excited***Damon POV next!