Try Hard { Larry/Larcel FanFiction } *EDITING IN PROCESS*

Chapter 11: *Let's just say this chap will give u feels*

A/N i never did say what the ages of harry and Louis here... harry is now 21 while Louis is 22

Marcel/Harry xx Pov

I woke up ... my head feeling slight better i looked at my position i am laying awkwardly my head in my diary ... my dairy

I look at the name again ... i wasn’t dreaming at all was i?

Nope ... it says Harry Edward Styles

So I’m Harry Edward Styles

Flashback

“Harry are you ok?” Louis asks beside me

I hug him tightly “Louis please tell me what’s wrong with me... what am i doing when i black out ... i don’t feel like myself anymore Lou”

Louis looks at my eyes and sighed

“Ok. Harry i want you to listen carefully, we don’t want you going back to your bad state again”

I nod “You have a multiple personalities disorder ... when you black out you become a different person ... some of your personalities may remain permanent if no one will help you remember the real you”

I looked at Louis, What the hell is he saying

“What? You’re kidding right?” I told him

He shook’s his head ... my eyes started to water

“So you mean i was the one cheating on you? I was the one who punched you? I was the one who left you?” I asked him

He slowly nods ... i blinked my eyesight turned black for a second.

“Harry are you ok?” Louis asks beside me

I can’t hurt him again ... i have to stop this ... i have to protect Louis

Even if i risk my life for it

I grab him and pushed him out of our room before he could do anything i locked the door blocking it with a chair

“Harry open this door! Harry!” Louis screams outside

I used all of my strength not to let him in

I quickly went to the bathroom and got my razor i slide the razor in my wrist

Each wrist full of blood ... i feel my head getting heavy

My eyelids start to close i heard the door crash Louis running to me holding the phone

“Liam get us an ambulance please!” I heard Louis scream through the phone

Every step he takes my eyes slowly closes

“Please Harry don’t go” Louis says to me

I look at his eyes ... my mind starts to muster what i was doing ... i regret doing this

“Louis ... I ... I’m Sorry ... I”

My whole world blacks out

Flashback Ends

 

I gasped feeling nauseous; it was a memory ... my real memory